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&quot;I, Alpha King Luca Ivan Silver, reject you Beaula Luna Mackenzie as mate and Luna Queen. Beaula, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on, but I can&#039;t be with you. I promised Shelly marriage, which I have to fulfill, so I have to let you go,&quot; I said.<br /> &quot;No, Luca, please, my king,&quot; she whispered underneath her breath. She whimpered in pain.<br /> ******** <br /> Luca&#039;s POV<br /> I took back control after they came down from their high, and I felt guilty because I enjoyed every bit of it.<br /> I remembered Shelly was in my bed waiting for me, and the guilt in my heart increased tenfold. The guilt was eating me up. I know what I have to do now; I have to let my mate go. I have to reject her.<br /> I don&#039;t want to fail Shelly, and my love for Shelly won&#039;t allow me to be with another.<br /> Shelly and I have been through a lot for the past twelve months, and I promised to marry her, so I can&#039;t let her down. A promise is a promise, so I have to stand by my words. That is what real men do.<br /> And with my mate, I just met her again after being away for six years. I believe things can&#039;t be the same again, as my feelings for her are complicated now.<br /> Beaula is a beautiful and attractive woman, and she can find a man if I reject her. I convinced myself with these thoughts.<br /> The thought of rejecting her made my wolf, Luke, growl at me.<br /> I blocked him out immediately. I didn&#039;t want him taking control and doing something stupid like coming here.<br /> I dressed up and turned to Beaula, uttering<br /> &quot;Beaula, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on, but I can&#039;t be with you. I promised Shelly marriage, which I have to fulfill, so I have to let you go.&quot;<br /> The lust drained from her eyes and was replaced with disbelief.<br /> &quot;What are you saying, and if you think I&#039;m beautiful, then don&#039;t do this to me?&quot; You can&#039;t leave me again,&quot; she helplessly said.<br /> &quot;Yes, you are beautiful, but I have to reject you. I&#039;m truly sorry,&quot; I replied in frustration.<br /> &quot;Please don&#039;t do this to me; I have waited for you since I was a kid. Please, my king, please, I&#039;m your mate. Don&#039;t do this to me.&quot; I will do anything you ask of me, but not this. I don&#039;t want to stay away from you; my parents left me. Please don&#039;t leave me too. I beg of you.&quot;<br /> She said this as tears ran down her face and she trembled.<br /> &quot;I&#039;m sorry, but I have made up my mind. I, Alpha King Luca Ivan Silver, reject you, Beaula. Luna Mackenzie as mate and Luna Queen &quot;<br /> I felt a stabbing pain in my chest immediately when those words left my mouth. But the guilt of betraying Shelly by sleeping with Beaula was greater.<br /> There was a lot of pain in my heart, but I didn&#039;t want to show any weakness. I learned from my years of training how to conceal my pain while maintaining an emotionless expression on my face.<br /> My wolf, Luke, was in so much pain and growling for me to take back the rejection and accept her. I was too hardheaded to even consider that.<br /> &quot;No, Luca, please, my king,&quot; she whispered underneath her breath. She whimpers in pain.<br /> &quot;Please, mate, don&#039;t leave me.&quot;<br /> &quot;You are all that I have.&quot; She rubbed her hand on her heart as if she were in great pain.<br /> I glanced at her beautiful green eyes for one last time. I turned and left her room against her protest.<br /> I felt like I had just made the worst decision ever, and moving far from her didn&#039;t feel right.<br /> <br /> Beaula&#039;s POV<br /> &quot;No Luca, please, my King,&quot; I whispered underneath my breath.<br /> &quot;Please, mate, don&#039;t leave me.&quot;<br /> &quot;You are all I have.&quot; I rubbed my hand on my chest, trying to repress the pain from my aching heart.<br /> &quot;I&#039;m sorry&quot; was his only reply, and he left without looking back.<br /> I collapsed onto the ground, holding my chest, immediately when my mate left my room.<br /> How could he choose Shelly, my ex&#039;s best friend, over me?<br /> I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.<br /> My sobs echoed in the four corners of the room as my tears flowed.<br /> I covered my mouth with my hand to prevent my sob from being heard by the other servants.<br /> I couldn&#039;t understand what was going on; how could he reject me? I thought mates were forever. How wrong was I?<br /> I love him; I have loved him like forever. I waited for him, and this is what I got in return. I cried for myself and for my wolf, who was so hurt and couldn&#039;t stop howling in pain.<br /> He left me broken, lost, and alone. Is this what they call love or what they call the moon goddess gift?<br /> Then I don&#039;t want any of it. I just want all this pain to go away.<br /> I hit my chest continuously because the pain was too much for me to handle.<br /> I don&#039;t know what hurt the most: being rejected by my childhood sweetheart or being rejected after he took my first time.<br /> I felt unclean and impure. I was disgusted at myself for giving into him too easily.<br /> For allowing him to use me and dump me like a dirty piece of paper.<br /> For making me feel unworthy of his love.<br /> For allowing him to take advantage of my weakness for him.<br /> I was too weak to get up, and the heaviness and pain in my chest didn&#039;t go away.<br /> I hit my chest continuously while trying to crawl back to my bed.<br /> I knew it was highly impossible, and I was feeling extremely dizzy. I was losing consciousness from being in too much pain.<br /> I used all my energy to mentally link my little family. &quot;I need you,&quot; I uttered through my gasp of breath before becoming unconscious on the ground.<br /> **<br /> I opened my eyes and couldn&#039;t see clearly. My vision was blurred, so I blinked a few times to clear my eyes more. I was met with the worried gaze of my friends and family.<br /> I moved my hand to my forehand since I was feeling heavy foreign material.<br /> My hand touched a wet material, and I raised it to see a towel.<br /> I shifted my gaze back to the people in the room and smiled at them.<br /> &quot;Welcome back, child,&quot; Madam Mary said with a worried look on her face. The rest of my family was looking at me with tears in their eyes.<br /> &quot;Don&#039;t worry, my people, I&#039;m all fine.&quot; I faked a laugh in a raspy voice to lighten the tension in the room.<br /> &quot;Don&#039;t try to convince us, Beaula.&quot; She paused. &quot;I can see pain in your eyes; what really happened to you? &quot;Why did we find you in that state?&quot; Lizzy... the grandmother and best friend probed.<br /> And the only words that came out of my mouth were<br /> &quot;He rejected me; he left me,&quot; I informed them, whispering.<br /> The pain and heaviness in my chest didn&#039;t go away, but rather intensified at the thought of him leaving me. At the thought of his rejection.<br /> I could still hear his words playing in my mind. I took a short and deep breath, trying to calm my nerves down.<br /> &quot;Who left you?&quot; asked Rudy with a confused look on her face.<br /> &quot;My mate,&quot; I uttered, looking down at my trembling hand.<br /> Tears fell out of my eyes as those words escaped my mouth, and this time I didn&#039;t try to cover or suppress my sob. I cried out loudly. I&#039;m sure my cry could be heard in the hallway and some parts of the servants quarters.<br /> Madam Mary quickly wrapped her arms around me, hugging me tightly.<br /> I held onto her, crying and breathing in her rose flower scent, which filled my system with warmth.<br /> Making me lean into her more and take in more of her motherly and heavenly scent.<br /> I felt comfort; I felt I wasn&#039;t alone anymore.<br /> The rest of them whispered sweet words to me, making me feel loved and cherished.<br /> They told me how much they loved and cared for me.<br /> My sobs reduced, and after a while I stopped crying and wiped my face with my palms.<br /> They made small talk with me, trying their best to distract me.<br /> But my mind was still on my mate. I never thought the boy whom I love would one day reject me.<br /> The boy who was protective of me when I was growing up will hurt and betray me.<br /> I have always thought that boy loved me too; how can he do this to me? I cleaned my tears with the back of my hand and drew my legs to my chest. I rested my head on my knee. I felt so cold and dejected.<br /> My wolf, Kayla, has been silent and isolated, refusing to say a word to me since our mate rejected us.<br /> I knew she was hurting as much as I was.<br /> &quot;I&#039;m so sorry, Kayla; I&#039;m sorry he rejected us,&quot; she whispered sympathetically.<br /> It was a few minutes before 12:00 am, and I was sitting in bed still thinking of my mate when I felt intense pain in my stomach.<br /> Sweat broke off my whole body, and my body began shivering.<br /> I initially thought it was an effect of my friend&#039;s rejection.<br /> Till I finally heard my wolf Kayla&#039;s voice saying<br /> &quot;It is time.&quot;<br /> **<br /> I heard my wolf, Kayla, say, &quot;It is time.&quot;<br /> I felt my body burning as if my body was on fire.<br /> I took a deep breath and exhaled; the pain was excruciating and more than I could handle. I initially thought the pain was from Luca&#039;s rejection, but the pain is different this time.<br /> The pain was around my whole body, as if someone were tearing my skin and bones. So when my wolf said it was time, I was wondering what she meant by that.<br /> I screamed out loud, but it came out like a growl. I covered my mouth in astonishment.<br /> &quot;It is time.&quot;<br /> Madam Mary and Charles spoke at the same time. They looked at each other and jumped out of bed. My best friends and I were surprised and intrigued by their actions.<br /> Madam Mary started ordering everyone around.<br /> &quot;Charles carried Beaula through the backyard into the forest. Lizzy gets one of her dresses from her wardrobe. Come on, move... move.&quot;<br /> &quot;What is happening to her?&quot; Ruby asked in desperation and agitation, but no one replied.<br /> &quot;Please say something, Madam Mary,&quot; I pleaded.<br /> &quot;You are shifting, Beaula,&quot; Charles replied instead, chuckling at the end.<br /> When he told me I was shifting, I was terrified. I honestly don&#039;t know what&#039;s going to happen to me. I don&#039;t know if I have the strength to shift.<br /> I feel so weak after my mate&#039;s rejection, and now I have to shift. I do not know if my body could take too much pain in a day. I don&#039;t think my body will be able to handle this.<br /> &quot;We are going to be fine,&quot; Kayla reassured.<br /> Charles laid me down in the forest, and they all went back, giving me space to shift.<br /> &quot;You are going to feel a lot of pain, Beaula. Try communicating with your wolf,&quot; Madam Mary suggested.<br /> &quot;You will feel your bones breaking when shifting, and the pain will go away soon after,&quot; Charles explained.<br /> I was still in my clothes. I didn&#039;t want to get all undressed in front of Charles. I wanted to maintain my dignity, even if I was in pain at the moment.<br /> I tried taking a deep breath when the pain intensified. I closed my eyes as tingles started coming faster and stronger all over my body. My skin itches, and I have an urge to scratch it till it becomes red. As time passes, the pain becomes too much to bear.<br /> &quot;Beaula, connect with your wolf,&quot; Madam Mary muttered loudly.<br /> &quot;You can do it, Beaula,&quot; Lizzy uttered, squatting to my level, but she still maintained some distance.<br /> &quot;You are strong, Beaula.&quot; Ruby uttered<br /> &quot;Beaula, relax and let me take control. You will be in a lot of pain, but after our first shift, we will be okay.&quot; Kayla My wolf anxiously said<br /> I nodded my head since I couldn&#039;t speak. Kayla starts taking control, and I feel something pushing me back into our minds.<br /> A loud scream escaped my mouth as I felt my body contort and twist. I thought I was going to be cut in half. I clenched my hand against the grass on the ground.<br /> And I screamed again, which sounded more like a growl. I heard the noise of something breaking and cracking. My face and whole body are twisting, snapping, and popping. I felt my spine and body rearranging as if it were some kind of puzzle.<br /> By the time I opened my eyes, I was standing on four paws instead of two legs. I look down at my white fur, which shines under the moon. Giving it a silver appearance.<br /> Then suddenly, all the pain was gone. My hearing increased as I could hear the noise and sounds of other animals in the forest miles away. I can also see perfectly through the dark forest and far ahead.<br /> I glance back at my companions, who are now quite quiet with their mouths widely open.<br /> The look of awe was boldly written all over their faces.<br /> I could hear their rhythmic heartbeat, the blood pumping in their veins, and their erratic and systematic breathing.<br /> &quot;You are stunning, Beaula.&quot; Charles was the first to break the silence.<br /> &quot;You have a beautiful wolf, Beaula.&quot; Lizzy was thrilled, jumping up and down like a little girl who is seeing her star crush for the first time.<br /> &quot;You look silvery white. If there is actually a word like that,&quot; Ruby added, giggling.<br /> &quot;Yes, she is; I have never seen a silver wolf with purple eyes.&quot; Charles described her in awe.<br /> &quot;Me neither,&quot; the rest of them uttered.<br /> My wolf gave them a grin and laid on her paws. They quickly came around me, touching and scratching my fur and head, which Kayla really loved.<br /> They also run their fingers through my white fur.<br /> They all shift into wolves. My wolf stands taller than all of them because of the beta&#039;s blood running through my veins.<br /> Madam Mary the wolf came closer, muzzled her nose against my neck, and like my nose, made Kayla my wolf purr in comfort.<br /> Kayla howled into the night, and they followed after. They run into the forest, and I follow their lead.<br /> I run on four legs, which felt weird, but I know that as a wolf, it&#039;s something I need to get used to.<br /> We run through the forest, with me dodging logs and branches from trees. This felt amazing. I felt alive as the wind blew through my fur.<br /> After a few hours of running and playing, we stop by a stream and drink from it, quenching our thirst.<br /> I watched my appearance on the stream. And I saw my silver-like fur and purple eyes, which shine bright like the moon. I notice how beautiful Kayla truly is.<br /> We made our way back to the palace after enjoying our run and the cold air.<br /> They shifted back into their human form as I stood watching them, not knowing what to do.<br /> &quot;Just picture yourself in human form, Beaula,&quot; Kayla, my wolf, stated.<br /> I did as Kayla suggested, and I could see my fur and claws retracting. My body twisted again, making a snapping and cracking sound. This time around, the pain was less, and the shift back to human form was short. It only took a few minutes.<br /> We made our way to our rooms, talking happily.<br /> **<br /> It was midmorning, and I was cleaning the kitchen after breakfast, like always. I was all alone in the kitchen with no one around to help me.<br /> My two best friends, Lizzy and Ruby, have other duties outside the kitchen. I stretched my tired and stressed extremities as I cleaned. My muscles are stiff from shifting yesterday. And I have had pain all over up until now. The pain didn&#039;t go away even after taking a warm bath this morning.<br /> I heard footsteps advancing in this direction. From the scent, I knew it was my mate. His scent was imprinted in my mind.<br /> I take a deep breath, breathing in his attraction and alluring scent.<br /> I concentrated on my duties, not sparing him a glance.<br /> I pretended I didn&#039;t hear him come in, nor did I look in his direction. I wanted him to acknowledge my presence and be the first to speak.<br /> I heard the sound of the refrigerator opening and closing, but he still did not utter a word to me. I got tired of waiting for him to say something, so I glanced in his direction.<br /> But the sight before me sent shivers down my spine and filled my eyes with lust. As my body shivered in need.<br /> I watched as he drank chilled water. And couldn&#039;t take my eyes off him when his neck moved as he sipped down the water. I gaze at him as some of the water escapes down his neck. I wanted to get closer and suck it off of him. I swallowed my saliva just at the thought.<br /> Our gazes locked when he felt my eyes on him. A desire flickered in his eyes but disappeared as soon as it came. No words were exchanged between us. He is looking handsome as usual, and from his appearance, I can tell he had a good night&#039;s sleep.<br /> He looks fresh and relaxed. I was getting annoyed just by looking at him. While my wolf and I were in pain, he was making love to another woman. When I was having sleepless nights, he was in the embrace of another woman, making love to her.<br /> There was no trace of pain or stress on his face; he doesn&#039;t look like someone who rejected his mate yesterday.<br /> He just stared at me and dropped the empty bottle in the bin.<br /> From the look of things he was not planning on saying a word to me. Not even an apology. I just want to know why he rejected me.<br /> I want an explanation from him.<br /> I have a lot of questions to ask him, like:<br /> Why did you choose Shelly over me?<br /> Why did you reject me?<br /> Am I not good enough for you?<br /> I know I look pitiful, but I wanted closure, and I believe this is the only chance I have to get him to talk.<br /> I very well know this is the only time I can talk to him alone with no disturbance.<br /> Without saying a word, he turned to leave, and I knew I had to say something before he disappeared.<br /> &quot;Prick,&quot; I blurted out, &quot;you rejected your mate with no valid reason,&quot; I uttered bitterly.<br /> &quot;You have intercourse with your virgin mate and leave her to die afterward!&quot; I screamed.<br /> &quot;Imbecile,&quot; I spat.<br /> &quot;You even dare to call yourself a man.&quot;<br /> He pauses in his steps, and I know it is working. I was getting his attention little by little. Men don&#039;t like it when their sexuality is questioned.<br /> He still doesn&#039;t turn back or say anything.<br /> So I continued trying to get his attention.<br /> &quot;The least you can do is tell me why you rejected me,&quot; I demanded.<br /> &quot;You are a coward,&quot; I spat out again.<br /> &quot;I wish the moon goddess would have given me a better mate and not a selfish prick like you,&quot; I shout out.<br /> &quot;I curse myself for waiting and loving a coward like you,&quot; I added with watery eyes.<br /> &quot;You prick.&quot;<br /> &quot;You are not a man enough,&quot; I muttered in disdain.<br /> He dangerously turned with the deadliest glint in his eyes. I just know I have hit a nerve just by the look in his eyes. His face was cold and expressionless as he strided in my direction, taking intimidating steps.<br /> He released his alpha aura. I try my best not to cower away, as I know I caused this to get answers out of him. I don&#039;t want him to see me weak, so I stand tall and straight, just like a warrior ready for battle.<br /> He stepped closer and breathed on my face. He clenched my jaw firmly. I wince at the intensity. Sparks flow between us as his eyes flicker down to my pouty lips. He licked his lips as desire and lust flashed in his eyes. He shakes his head before saying:<br /> &quot;As I said yesterday, I&#039;m in love with Shelly,&quot; he said with a smirk. &quot;You are not worthy of my love and time.&quot; He still had the smirk on his face.<br /> A pang stung my heart at his inconsiderate words.<br /> I felt my body tremble at his words, but I did not say a word.<br /> &quot;You are nothing, and I owe you no explanation,&quot; he spat out, gritting his teeth.<br /> We were interrupted by Shelly&#039;s annoying voice.<br /> &quot;Babe, what is taking you...&quot; She paused when she saw us. &quot;Ooh, babe, I didn&#039;t know you were talking to my ex-best friend,&quot; she hissed with hatred in her eyes.<br /> Luca moved away from me and wrapped Shelly in his embrace. Shelly is in a short, tight bodycon dress, showing off her model figure.<br /> She grins from ear to ear and leans towards Luca, connecting her lips with his. Luca doesn&#039;t make any attempt to push her away.<br /> I watched them like an angry lioness, ready to pounce on them when she leaned more into him. I knew she has always been envious of me, and she is doing this on purpose.<br /> But I still feel a sharp pain in my heart as I watch Luca tilt his head to deepen the buss. Our gazes locked, and he had a knowing look in his eyes; it was as if he knew how his action was breaking my heart.<br /> It was as if he knew I was hurting and was in pain. My mind was telling me to look away, but I couldn&#039;t bring myself to do so.<br /> My gaze was on them as he closed his eyes, bussing her and enjoying every bit of it. I felt like my world was shuttering and collapsing before my very eyes.<br /> My heart sinks more when she pulls away from his lips and nuzzles his neck, leaving a love bite that makes him moan in pleasure.<br /> She was divulging in her action who she is to Luca; she wanted me to know he is hers; she wanted me to know she has won; she has my mate in the palm of her hands; she has achieved something I can never do; she has my mate&#039;s affection, something I can never have.<br /> She is marking her territory in front of me, and I can do nothing about it. She has what I have wanted all these years. She has my fated mate&#039;s love.<br /> His eyes connect with mine, and a smirk appears on his handsome face. I wanted so much to slap that smirk off his face and beat him.<br /> When they finish displaying their disgusting affection, Shelly pulls him out of the kitchen. I knew what was next.<br /> I was beyond angry at the thought of it.<br /> I have now gotten the answers I needed through his actions. I now know:<br /> &quot;He is taking me for granted.&quot;<br /> &quot;He is taking advantage of my love for him.&quot;<br /> &quot;He takes me for a fool.&quot;<br /> &quot;He sees me as a joke.&quot;<br /> &quot;He thinks I&#039;m weak for pleading for him to love me back.&quot;<br /> &quot;For begging for his love&quot;<br /> &quot;For wanting him to love me.&quot;<br /> My wolf was enraged, wanting to murder someone. My face darkened in anger when I thought of what they were doing right now.<br /> I felt weird and in pain all over my body, especially my abdomen. I raised my head to see a reddish discoloration that burns like fire. It is the mark of his betrayal. The mark of his infidelity I try my possible best to teach myself how to breathe properly.<br /> Because right now, my mate is cheating on me and betraying me with my ex-best friend. I refuse to cry for him.<br /> &quot;I just wish I never met him.&quot;<br /> &quot;I wish I could unlove him&quot;.<br /> &quot;I wish she disappeared from our lives.&quot;<br /> &quot;I hate the sight of him.&quot;<br /> &quot;I hate him&quot; .<br /> &quot;I hate them both&quot;.

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