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Jasper is attacking my pack. Again. When is he going to realize that he canāt defeat me? This time, he must have gotten some friends to help him, but they arenāt the scrappy fighters that my warriors and I are. Other than me, my pack is made up solely of rogues, the misfits that the other packs kicked out. Okay, yeah, some of them are dangerous and I have to keep them in line, but theyāre deadly, and Jasper needs to learn that no amount of money is worth your life.
When I claimed my fatherās pack at eighteen, I learned just how hard heād worked to ensure my financial stability when I took over the pack. I know a lot of the wars that he fought were to obtain better-packed lands, and easier and cheaper access to water, electricity, and other necessities. He did it all for me. And now, I am by far, the richest Alpha Iāve ever met. I'm richer than Henry and richer than Warren. Youād never know it to look at me and my pack members. We donāt dress like weāre rich, we donāt strut around like weāre high and mighty like the rich do, but my pack wants for nothing.
More than anyone, the rogues understand protecting whatās theirs. Itās another reason that I took them all in. Theyāre fantastic fighters to have lasted in the wild on their own, which is the primary reason that I allow them into my pack. Not only that, but they also understand the value of protecting what they have. And what they have is this pack, a home, and me as their Alpha.
I donāt know how Jasper gets away again, but I know that I practically ripped his leg off this time. Iād chase after him and take him down, but I have a birthday party to attend today.
Connor and Kennedy Hill turned eighteen today. Connor will take over the pack from his father, Alpha Warren, who I despise with every bone in my body. Iāve refused to create an alliance with him because the person killed my father. I watched him do it. That memory is burned into my brain and is one of the worst moments of my life.
My father was a great person. Alpha Harold told me that he was greedy and that he was responsible for most of the pack wars that occurred back then. But I know that he did it all for me. My father loved me. I definitely know that. My father loved me more than his own life, giving his life for mine. My mother wasnāt that way. She protected me, but once she realized that I was safe and she lost her status in the pack, she let herself wither away and die. In the end, she loved her status more than she loved me.
āAlpha, what should we do with the bodies?ā Kier, my Beta asks.
I look around, pleased that my warriors killed so many of Jasperās pack or the pack members of those he recruited to attack me.
āPile them up and dump them outside Jasperās pack lands,ā I growl.
Kier smiles. āWith pleasure, Alpha.ā
āI have to go get ready for this awful party. Are you good?ā I ask.
He snorts. āThat should be fun.ā
āAn Alphaās duties never end,ā I say.
āDo yourself a favor, Alpha. Find yourself a sweet little pussy to bury yourself in.ā
I grunt in response and head up to my room. While I donāt shy away from a person who wants me, Iāve never fucked anyone in Alpha Warrenās pack. Itās not because I care what he thinks about me. I donāt care about what Warren thinks of me. Itās her. That little witch of a person who has always seen way too much.
I climb into the shower, letting my guts wash off of me as I think about her. Kennedy. Iāve watched her grow into a person who far outshines her mother. Luna Yara is beautiful, no one can deny it. But Kennedy? That girl is something to behold. I guess today sheās technically a person.
I smile as I think about her. She hates it that I still call her 'pup'. Iāve long since stopped thinking of her as a pup. That ended the first time I woke up, having a wet dream about that beautiful person. Maybe because of that, I became even more antagonistic about calling her pup when I saw her.
And her scent, her sweet citrus and mint scent has only gotten stronger and more mouthwatering as sheās gotten older. What hasnāt changed is her watchfulness and her insightfulness. The person sees everything, far more than she should. And for some reason, her focus seems to be almost entirely on me.
I should despise it, I should be mad or irritated that sheās constantly watching me, noticing me in ways that others donāt. But from her, I almost crave it. I fall for that such a beautiful girl, a beautiful person, watches me.
Iāve seen the others falling all over themselves to get to her. Kennedy, being Connorās twin sister and the oldest of the Alpha females in Warren's pack, is much sought after by other Alphas. I know that even Henry, who has yet to find his mate, wants her. But Iāve seen her ignore their advances just to watch me. Iām not sure that she knows how often I see her watching me, but every time Iām in the room with her, I keep an eye on her, watching her watch me.
And every time I see her, that golden glow around her, that beautiful light of sweet and delicate inner beauty glows brighter and brighter.
Part of me hopes that she finds her mate today. The other part of me wants to take anyone who comes close to taking her from me. That part comes from Raif, my wolf. Heās been enamored with Kennedy since she was a pup. Heās snubbed every other female weāve ever seen, and goddess forbid that I talk about taking a chosen mate. He snarls and throws such a tantrum in my head that I canāt rest, and it makes my head throb until I relent.
Not that any person is dumb enough to accept me as her mate. Iām not stupid. Iām an Alpha and people want the prestige of being a Luna. But being mated to me wouldnāt be easy. Iām too dark and eventually, I drag anyone who gets too close to me into the darkness that surrounds me.
Itās another reason that I hope that Kennedy finds her mate today. She deserves better than the darkness that someone like me could give her. I told her years ago that she should be afraid of me, but for some reason, that little pup never heeded my words. A part of me, deep down in my heart, is glad that she didnāt.
Iām distracted as I get out of the shower, so I donāt smell his scent until he barks at me.
āWhatās going on, Q? You were in a battle today? Why didnāt you call me?ā Henry says, glaring at me from across my room.
I frown. āIām going to have to tell my patrols to start letting me know when you enter the pack lands.ā
āThey know Iām your brother and donāt change the subject. Your pack smells like danger and desperation. Why didnāt you call?ā
āBecause I didnāt need you. We were fine. Jasper was after my money again. And letās be honest, you take a lot more time to get ready for these parties than I do,ā I say to my best friend and brother. Okay, heās my only friend.
He rolls his eyes at me and throws himself on the loveseat in my room. āI donāt take a long time.ā
I look at him, realizing that heās taken a bit longer today than he usually does.
āDid you buy all the new clothes for today? Whatās the matter, Henry? Are you hoping that Kennedy is your mate?ā I ask joking. I turn to go into my closet to get dressed but when he doesnāt answer me, I turn back. āAre you kidding me?ā
Something dark inside of me threatens to push forward. I like Henry, more than anyone in the world I like this person who is like a brother to me, but at the moment, thinking of him with Kennedy, Iām ready to rip him to shreds.
āWould that be so bad, Q? Sheās gorgeous, sheās smart, sheās about the sweetest person Iāve ever met⦠sheād make a good Luna,ā he says, shrugging and looking away from me. I can tell that heās seriously hoping that sheās his mate.
Honestly, heād be the perfect mate to her. Heās exactly the kind of person that she should end up with. But the thought of her ending up with anyone has Raif thrashing around in my head.
āKnock it off,ā I tell my wolf.
āIāll take him down if he touches her.ā
āNo, you wonāt. Heās my best friend. Sheās nothing but a pretty pup,ā I say, but I know I donāt mean it. Sheās one of the few people who can put a warm glow into my dark and angry heart.
āMmhmm, keep telling yourself that,ā Raif says.
I notice that Henry is watching me, so I do what I always do when I donāt want others paying attention to me. I get snarky. It usually works, except her.
āWho knows, maybe Connor is your mate, and you can become his Luna,ā I say, chuckling as I go into the closet.
āYou let me down, Q. I donāt know I even bothered to come over here to get you.ā
āYeah, why did you?ā I ask.
He looks at me. āI wasnāt sure youād come otherwise.ā
Normally, heād be right. But I canāt miss that little pupās birthday. I even got her a present. I got one for Connor too, but his gift is money. Heās the incoming Alpha, so if heās smart, heāll put it toward the pack.
But for Kennedy, I wanted something special. Raif insisted that I get her jewelry, preferably something with a wolfās head that looks like him. So, I had a wolfās head made in pewter and onyx, and I had diamonds put into his eyes since April is her birth month. Iām nervous to give it to her, but Iām pretty sure, knowing her like I do, that even if she doesnāt like it, sheāll say she does and that sheāll wear it anytime she expects to see me.
I finish getting ready, wearing like someone Iāve never been, just hating to be this formal.
āYou sure you want to do that?ā Henry asks as I roll up my sleeves.
āYeah. Why wouldnāt I?ā I ask him.
āLuna Yara and Alpha Kennedy are going to see those marks on you. Theyāll know you were fighting today.ā
I stop and look at my arms. Heās right, they will notice and neither person will let it go. Dammit!
I roll my sleeves back down, feeling even more grumpy now than I did before.
āAre you ready?ā
āI was waiting on you, brother,ā he says, smiling and slapping me on the back as he stands.
I glare at him, then we head down to his car and begin to make our way to the party.
Chapter 2: Birthday
Kennedy
I watch as my mother prepares the person on the sofa in front of her. Sometimes I get to be in the room, helping by giving her the tools that she needs to complete her surgeries, or stitching up our pack members after she's done. But since today is my eighteenth birthday, she told me I could assist. I told her that it was the only thing that I wanted for my birthday.
āWhen you do a Cesarean section, you have to be careful where and how you cut. You donāt want to cut too deep and risk injuring the pup and you donāt want to cut too high on the motherās stomach because you could cut the pup,ā she says, pointing to the area where she wants me to cut.
Thankfully, itās Anna who is having a baby today. Itās her fourth pup with her mate, Bennett, their oopsie baby thirteen years after the birth of their third pup. Itās why my mother suggested that she have the C-section rather than try to deliver naturally. Itās also why Iām allowed to assist. Iāve grown up around Anna and all of the nurses and doctors in the hospital. Iāve spent every possible minute of my life in this hospital. I canāt live without the medical world, feel amazing the idea of becoming a doctor just like my mother. While the others in my family were sparring and training to become strong warriors, I was here, learning everything I possibly could about medicine, anatomy, and being a surgeon.
Thankfully, when my mother told Anna that assisting in surgery was the only thing I wanted for my birthday, she offered to schedule her C-section today. I was a little surprised, but since Iāve stitched up her pups before, and Iāve worked so closely with Anna, she agreed. My mother had me practice cutting on a medical dummy that she and Beta Noelle use in the hospital teaching rooms. I sliced that poor mannequin nearly to pieces Iāve practiced so many times.
I take a breath and look up at Anna. Her mate is holding her hand and murmuring to her.
āFocus, Kennedy,ā my mother says patiently.
Annaās eyes flash to me and she winks. āYouāve got this, Kennedy.ā
I nod and turn back to her stomach, putting the edge of the scalpel against her stomach where my mother is pointing, and, using the pressure that Iāve practiced so many times, I make the incision.
āVery good, Kennedy. Just a little further. Perfect,ā she says, and I pull the scalpel away, smiling hugely as I step back to let my mother do the rest. A few minutes later, she carefully pulled the baby from Annaās uterus and laid her on Annaās arms.
āCongratulations, on your baby boy,ā she says to them.
I know that Bennett is thrilled to be having a boy. Their first three children were girls. I was ready to assist my mother with closing up Annaās stomach when she turned to me.
āYour father and brother are asking about you,ā she says.
I look up at the clock and realize that itās mid-afternoon. I sigh. I really donāt care about the party. The only reason Iām even partially excited is because Alpha Quirin will be here. There are a lot of other Alphas that will be here too, including Alpha Henry, who I like. But the others are just hoping to have an Alpha female for a mate. My sisters would be better options for them. They are all excited about becoming Lunas of their own packs. Me? Thereās only one person for me. He just happens to be an Alpha as well.
I fell for Alpha Quirin when I was six years old. There was something about him at Alpha Henryās eighteenth birthday party that drew me to him. Iād watched him all day and then followed him outside. I donāt know why I felt safe with him that day. But I have every other time Iāve been around him since then. I donāt see him often, not nearly as often as Iād like. But Iāve noticed that heās not as curt or abrupt with me when I approach him as he is with other people.
I got my wolf, Echo, on my tenth birthday. That day at my party, she had agreed that there was something about Alpha Quirin. Maybe because heās an older Alpha and doesnāt play the stupid games that the others play, or maybe because he refuses to let the other Alphas tease me in any way, but Iāve always seen him as a protector. Others find his quiet, glowering nature offensive, but not me. Unlike Alpha Henry, who is easygoing and has lots of friends, you have to work to get on Alpha Quirinās good side. Iāve only known a couple of people who have earned that privilege and remained there. I count myself as one of the few.
Over the years, Iāve watched as daring people have approached him during these gatherings. I also watched while he assessed them and took some to the sofa with him. Iāve tried to determine what it was about those people that made him decide to be with them and not others. I havenāt figured it out yet and maybe he hasnāt either. Iāve never seen him take the same person to the sofa more than once at these parties. If they approach him again at another party, he turns them down.
My mother says the people want him because heās a challenge. My father says they want him for his wealth. I want him because I want to get past the hard, crusty exterior that he puts up in front of others. Over the years, Iāve had glimpses of the person underneath the armor, and I want him. I want that person, the person that very few, if any, ever get to experience.
āKennedy, are you coming? You still have to get ready, and Dad says we canāt start the party until the birthday twins arrive. Connor wonāt join the party until you do, so hurry up!ā my sister Wendy says. Sheās fifteen and thrilled at the idea of seeing all of the Alphas that will be here today.
āIām on my way,ā I say, knowing that I need to get ready. My twin brother, Connor, is officially old enough to take over as Alpha from my father. I know my father is excited to be able to pass the torch of the pack to my brother. I also know that Connor was disappointed when he didnāt smell his mate first thing this morning. Sheās not in our pack, but that doesnāt mean that sheās not in another pack. Every eligible male and female Alpha will be at our birthday party today, which has my siblings in a tizzy of excitement. Itās an important day for Connor, which makes it an important day for me. My twin is my best friend, and I wonāt ruin this party for him.
āCongratulations,ā I say to Anna and Bennett.
āThank you. I have a gift for you even though we wonāt be able to join your party today. Iāll give it to your mother to give you.ā
āYou didnāt have to do that,ā I tell her.
āOf course we did. You just helped to deliver our baby, didnāt you?ā Bennett asks me.
I smile. āWell, thank you. I know Iāll like it,ā I say.
I head back to the packhouse and spend the next couple of hours getting ready for my party.
When I look in the mirror, I hardly recognize myself. I chose the dress specifically because I want Alpha Quirin to see me as a person, not as the pup that he always calls me. āLittle Pupā. Ever since that first day that I spoke to him, heās always called me Little Pup. I would despise the name if it didnāt make me feel somewhat special. No one else gets a pet name from Alpha Quirin.
The floor-length gown is covered in sequins, adding brightness to the dress. The sleeves are straps that hang off the shoulder and thereās a small train in the back that adds a softness to the overall feel of the gown.
āKennedy, are you ready?ā I hear Connorās voice in my head.
āYes, where are you?ā
āOutside your door,ā he says, and I can hear the laughter in his voice.
I open the door and see my very handsome brother standing there waiting for me. Heās wearing a suit that fits him perfectly, accenting his broad shoulders and narrow waist. He will have the people at the party drooling over him. They do anyway, but today, he looks every bit the Alpha heir that he is.
āWhy, Alpha Connor, how very nice of you to be my escort,ā I say, smiling at my twin. His tie and cummerbund are a close match to the color of my dress. Weāll look very good walking into our party together.
He snaps his feet together and gives me a formal bow before extending his arm to me. āHow was the surgery? Mom said you were brilliant, as always,ā he says.
My brother has always been my biggest supporter with my mother a close second.
āOh, it was fantastic, Connor,ā I say excitedly, making him chuckle.
āGood. Now remember, no matter what happens today, you will always be my twin and my best friend. I hope that we both find our mates, but if notā¦ā
āThen we keep looking,ā I say, knowing how important it is for him.
āThen we keep looking. But, if weāre both lucky and you end up leaving for your new home soon, never forget that Iām here for you anytime you need me.ā
āThanks, Connor.ā
āNow weād better go before Wendy bursts something in her excitement.ā
I laugh as he begins leading me down the stairs. I turn, as I hear the gasps of the people in the room, watching as my brother and I make our way down the stairs. I look around the room, not seeing Alpha Quiring and feeling a stab of disappointment that heās not here. He was the only one I was hoping to see.
The room breaks out in āHappy Birthday!ā as we get to the bottom step. From there, weāre separated by the massive number of people who want to say hello and wish us happy birthday.
Iām about halfway through the room of people when Echo stands up in my head.
āEcho?ā I ask just as I hear a nearly feral snarl behind me and the scent of sandalwood floods my nose.
I turn and see that the partygoers have separated, leaving a space for me to see Alpha Quirin standing across the room from me, his nose in the air as he drinks in my scent.
I gasp as he opens his eyes and focuses his intense gaze on me.
āMate,ā his wolf, Raif, growls.
The entire room has gone quiet and almost as one, all heads turn to stare at me.
I swallow hard, excitement and desire flooding my system and overwhelming me. Thankfully, Echo has no problem managing these feelings. Sheās thrilled.
āMate,ā she purrs.
Chapter 3: Warnings
Quirin
When Henry and I pulled up to the packhouse, I smelled her before I even opened the door.
āQuirin, where are you going?ā Henry asks as I quickly leap out of the car and make my way to the packhouse. I ignore him. I have to see her. Itās all I can do to keep Raif under control as he pulls me into the packhouse.
Once inside, the place is packed and I canāt see her, canāt find her. Raif snarls angrily and the party guests part like the Red Sea.
There, across the room from me, is Kennedy. My mate.
Raif announces it before I can stop him. Part of me is thrilled. Thereās always been something about Kennedy that has drawn me in, something that has made me feel protective and even possessive at times. And now, I know why, sheās my fated mate.
The other part of me knows that the words that I spoke to her all those years ago were accurate. āPeople like me are no good for little pups like you.ā I hadnāt been lying. She deserves someone like Henry, or even someone like her brother. Instead, the Moon Goddess has decided to punish her with someone like me. I should reject her, I should set her free, but I know I canāt. Iām much too selfish for that.
āMate,ā she says. I know itās her wolf who replies to Raif, but watching her sweet mouth say the word that Iāve only dared to dream that she would say to me, makes the possessiveness that Iāve held on to tightly flare inside of me.
It didnāt escape me that everyone, every single person in the room, turned to look at her when I called her my mate. Iām sure they all thought sheād reject me. And maybe she will. If sheās smart, she will.
āI refuse to accept it,ā Raif says. āSheās ours. I want her. I want them both.ā
Raif has wanted Echo from the moment he first saw her. Of course, back then she was much too young for me or him to do anything. Iād always felt the pull to this little pup, but once she had her wolf, the pull had become even stronger.
I stare at her across the room, not moving as I watch her eyes go wide. I realize that her dress brings out the color of those eyes.
āStop making our mate think we donāt want her,ā Raif growls before literally pushing me forward. Rather than stopping and looking like a fool, I slowly walk up to Kennedy. Some might call it a prowl, the predator hunting his prey. But since the prey looks eager to be captured, Iām not sure itās an accurate assessment.
āHappy Birthday, Little Pup,ā I say to her and instantly I get the response I expected. Her lips press together but before she can come back with some smart retort, I wrap my arm around her and pull her against me, pressing my lips to hers.
When I finally pull back I look at her, my mate.
āWeāre leaving,ā I growl.
āWhat?ā she asks, frowning while still looking dazed. I like that dazed look on her face.
āAlpha Quirin, itās Kennedyās birthday. The party has just begun. Surely you donāt intend to take her away from her party already.ā
I donāt have to turn to know that itās Alpha Connor who is speaking. The person looks exactly like his father and for that alone, I despise him. But heās Kennedyās twin and I know that she considers him her best friend. Itās the only reason I donāt take him down for trying to keep me from taking my mate.
āThere are too many unmated Alphas in this room for my liking,ā I growl, never looking away from my mate.
āNo one is stupid enough to try and take your mate from you, Q. Everyone saw that the two of you are mates. Let her have her birthday party.ā That comes from Henry. Heās come up behind me and is speaking softly.
āOf course they wonāt. I would take him down anyone who touches her,ā I growl loudly, making sure every Alpha here knows that sheās mine.
āAlpha Quirin.ā This time itās the sweet voice of Luna Yara. She, like Henry, is one of the few people in this world that I would never ignore. āWe worked very hard to have a nice party for our twins. Would you please reconsider your need to take Kennedy from us so soon?ā
I realize that, through all of this, my mate hasnāt said a word. āWhat do you want, Kennedy?ā I see the instant happiness that I used her name, rather than calling her Little Pup.
āI want to be with you,ā she says and itās like sheās turned her beacon of light on me, pushing away all my darkness. Such is the power that this little wolf, barely an adult, has over me.
āWe should stay and celebrate you. But weāre leaving today,ā I tell her.
āOkay.ā
āOkay,ā I say, finally pulling my eyes away from her. I turn to the room and see that everyone is staring at us. āWell, is this a party or what?ā I growl.
The music starts again and I move to stand behind my mate, glaring at any unmarked male who even looks this way. Others come up to wish my mate happy birthday, but they quickly move away.
āAlpha Quirin, it is customary in this pack that the first dance on a birthday goes to the mother or father of the birthday boy or girl. Iām assuming, since you are well aware of this tradition, that you have no problem with me dancing with my daughter,ā Alpha Warren says.
His hand is already extended to Kennedy, and I see that Connor and Luna Yara are also about to step out onto the dance floor. Theyāre just waiting for me.
Kennedy looks up at me as if itās my decision. I guess everyone here knows that I have no problem fighting them if I donāt like whatās going on.
āItās tradition, right?ā I ask her.
āRight,ā she says and turns to me, taking my hand. āDonāt disappear on me.ā
āIām not going anywhere,ā I say. It's meant as a threat but rather than the fear that it should cause in her, I get her mega-watt smile. That smile has always fascinated me. How can one person be so happy?
I watch as her father leads her onto the dance floor and the two of them begin to move around the dance floor, easily and gracefully. Iām content to watch her gliding across the floor, but my best friend and brother have other plans.
āStop, Q.ā
āI have no idea what youāre talking about,ā I say obstinately.
āOf course you do. Youāre not stupid. Stopping ruining this day for her.ā
āIām not ruining anything for her. I asked what she wanted, and she said she wanted to be with me. I have no intention of letting any of these lecherous people get close to whatās mine.ā
āDo you count me as one of those lecherous people?ā he growls, but I hear the hurt behind it.
I turn and look at him. āI know you wanted her. But sheās mine. Maybe I donāt deserve her, but I canāt let her go. If you can respect that, then weāre good. If you canāt, then we have a problem.ā
He turns and looks at me. āThat will very much depend on how you treat her, Quirin. If you mistreat herā¦ā
āThen what, Henry?ā I ask.
āLetās not find out, okay? And for the record, Iām insulted that you would think that wouldnāt respect the mate bond. Anyoneās mate bond,ā he says, walking out onto the dance floor and asking my mate to dance.
I see Kennedy look over at me as if once again questioning if itās okay for her to dance with someone else. Am I that overbearing? Probably.
āWhat are you doing, Quirin?ā
āAbout what, Luna Farrah,ā I say sighing. There are maybe five people in this world that I care about. Four of them have approached me today. Well, technically, I approached Kennedy, but the other three, Henry, Luna Yara, and now Luna Farrah, have approached me on Kennedyās behalf. Iām wondering when Alpha Harold will approach me.
āThis is her day, Quirin,ā she says. Iām not surprised that the massive aura that Iām pushing out to keep people away isnāt keeping Luna Farrah away. It never did.
āAnd Iām letting her have it,ā I quip.
āLetting her. What an interesting way to phrase it. How kind of you to LET her have her birthday party,ā she growls softly.
I sigh. āYou know I hate these things.ā
āAnd I know that if you like someone, that it doesnāt matter what YOU want, Quirin. And if you canāt like that girl the way that she deserves, then reject her. It will make her feel bad now, but sheāll thank you later.ā
āSheās mine,ā I growl, low enough that no one else will overhear.
āThen make sure you treat her like that means something, Quirin. Sheās a sweet girl, smart and loving. If you intend to stay mated to her, then donāt you dare take that away from her.ā
She walks off just as Alpha Harold walks up to Kennedy. He looks over at me and itās obvious that heās daring me to question his intentions with my mate. I donāt. He has his own mate and I lived with them long enough to know that he loves Luna Farrah with all of his heart.
What no one else seems to realize is that I like Kennedy with all of my heart. I just donāt show it the way that others do.
Chapter 4: Birthday Party
Kennedy
Every time someone asks me to dance, I take the opportunity to look over at Quirin. First, I was surprised by his possessiveness of me and Iām afraid to do something that will make him think that I donāt want him. I do want him. I always have. But second, Iām afraid heāll run. Itās not that heās a fearful person, well at least not usually. But Iāve been watching my mate for years and I know that when it comes to emotions, heās not very good at handling them.
āLuna Kennedy, how do you feel about being mated to my adopted son,ā Alpha Harold asks as we dance.
āIām very happy about it, Alpha,ā I tell him truthfully.
āHmmm, not many people would say that. My son isnāt an easy person to get close to.ā
āIāve never found it that difficult.ā
āNo, I guess you havenāt. Have you ever been to his pack, Luna?ā I like that he keeps calling me Luna. Until Quirin called me mate, I was an Alpha, but now, being a Luna means that Iāve found the person I like. I canāt wait until his mark is on my neck and mine is on his so I can show everyone that he is mine.
āNo, I havenāt, Alpha. You have though, right?ā
āYes. Iāll warn you, Kennedy, Quirinās pack is different. His pack is made up of previous rogues, scrappy individuals who are used to fighting for what they have and what they want. Youāre a strong person, Kennedy. It will take a strong person to make her way in a pack like that.ā
āIāll do my very best, Alpha,ā I tell him.
āIām sure you will,ā he says just before his eyes shift to look over my head. A moment later I feel heat at my back and smell his sandalwood scent.
āAre you going to let me dance with my mate, father?ā
āI was just warming her up for you, Quirin. Luna Kennedy, I do hope to see you soon.ā
āThank you, Alpha,ā I say to him and then turn to my mate.
He looks at me for a moment, his eyebrow going up in the arrogant way that he has. Personally, Iāve always found it extremely incredible.
āI didnāt know you danced, Alpha Quirin,ā I say as he takes me in his arms.
āIāve never had anyone I was interested in dancing with before, Little Pup,ā he says. I ignore the āpupā part and revel in the thought that he wants to dance with me.
He begins to expertly move me around the floor. āWhere did you learn to dance like this, Alpha?ā I ask him.
He looks at me. āQuirin, Kennedy. If weāre going to be mated, we should be more familiar, donāt you think?ā
I smile at him and even though he doesnāt smile, I watch his eyes soften.
āWhere did you learn to dance, Quirin?ā
āMy mother, mostly. My father said that Alphas needed to know how to dance so we could play the mating game, searching for our mate, finding her, wooing her, all of that.ā
āSince youāve searched for and found me, is this a game to you?ā I ask him. āOr are you wooing me?ā
āI was never good at playing games, Little Pup. I am who I am. I donāt have time for frivolous things like playing games,ā he says and thereās something in his tone, something that makes me think heās trying to warn me off of him. It wonāt work.
āSo, youāre wooing me then?ā I ask.
He looks down at me and the intense look in his eyes takes my breath away.
āIām going to make you mine today, Kennedy. There will be no going back, no second chances. After today, you will be mine forever. You will belong to me. You should think about that before we leave here today. Because once my mark is on you, I will never allow you to leave me.ā
āWell, once my mark is on you, Iāll never allow you to leave me either. So perhaps you should be the one thinking about things before we leave today,ā I say indignantly, my tone expressing my aggravation with his words.
Iām rewarded with one of his rare smiles. āIāve done nothing BUT think about it since Raif called you our mate.ā
āYouāre questioning if you want me as a mate?ā I ask quietly.
His face becomes more serious. āDo you remember what I said to you that day in the garden on Henryās eighteenth birthday?ā
āYou said people like you are no good for little pups like me. But I disagree.ā
I can see the surprise on his face. Iām not sure if itās because I remembered or because I disagree with him.
āAnd do you remember what you said to me after that?ā he asks.
āI said Iām not afraid of you,ā I remember that day as if it were yesterday. Iāve relived it a thousand times in my mind and in my dreams.
āAnd you never have been, have you, Little Pup?ā
āNo.ā
āWhy is that? Others are terrified of me. Most people wonāt even come close enough to speak to me. But not you. Never you. You always made a point of coming over to talk to me, didnāt you?ā
āYou donāt scare me. You never did,ā I tell him honestly.
Iām not sure what he would have said, but at that moment, my father began tapping a glass. He calls Connor and me to the front of the room, wishing us a happy birthday and announcing my brotherās Alpha ceremony in one week.
āAlpha Quirin, I do hope that you and Kennedy will be here to see her twin take his place as Alpha of the pack,ā my father says.
I know of the animosity between my father and my mate. Itās been there all of my life, and I know why the animosity is there. The only difference is the perspective of the person telling the story. I see Quirin ready to decline, but I refuse to miss such a momentous occasion for my brother.
āOf course, weāll be here, Father,ā I say before Quirin can decline.
āExcellent,ā he says, not giving Quirin a chance to overrule people now, your mother and I have gifts for the two of you.ā
He turns and my mother joins him, handing him a box before coming to me and handing me a box.
āOh Mother, you didnāt have to,ā I say.
āYouāre my daughter. And now, it feels even more important since youāre going to be leaving and starting your own life,ā she says, with tears in her eyes.
I hug her, long enough that I hear awkward laughs from the others gathered around. Iām sure itās about my brotherās watch. Iāve seen it already and I know it cost a fortune. Itās a rare, very expensive watch that my father felt my brother should have.
āThank you, father. Thank you, Mother,ā he says, putting the watch on.
āYour turn, Kennedy,ā my father says.
I smile, looking over at Quirin. I see something like regret on his face, but Iām not sure why heād be regretful of whatever my parents got me.
I open the box and itās a gorgeous diamond necklace. āOh, itās so beautiful!ā I say.
āLet me put it on you,ā my mother says. āI knew it would go perfectly with your dress,ā she says. When itās clasped, I turn and hug her.
āThank you!ā Then I go to my father and hug him as well. āThank you!ā
āOf course. Letās have some cake!ā he says, tucking me against his side as he announces cake to the room.
āListen, Kennedy. Before you leave, I wanted to tell you ⦠ā my father begins.
āKennedy, letās go have some cake and then we need to think about leaving,ā Quirin says, coming up behind me. I can feel the tension between the two people, and I can also tell that my father doesnāt want to let me go. He doesnāt trust Quirin to take care of me.
I pull away from my father. There is no choice for me. Quirin has always been the person Iāve wanted. He is my mate. Iām an Alpha wolf and I like a challenge just like any Alpha. I know that things between me and Quirin wonāt always be easy, but I know that there is no one else for me.
āYes, Quirin, letās go get some cake.ā I take his hand and lead him away from my parents.
Itās only about an hour later when Quirin tells me that I need to go pack my things. āSince weāre apparently coming back in a week, just bring what you need for now. Iāll make plans to get a truck and we can bring everything else back next week when weāre here.ā
āOkay,ā I say, starting to get nervous. āI wonāt take too long.ā
I find my mother and ask her to help me, before heading upstairs to pack up my life. Iām ready to move and leave this pack and my family behind me, ready to start my new life with Quirin, wherever that may lead.
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