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ššš„Iām here to seduce Mark.
My heart is hammering in my chest as his hand curls into a fist at his side.
āIām sure thatās on purpose.ā Wait. What?
āPlease,ā I sputter. āTell me what you meant.ā
āYouāre the hottest little thing in creation.
Any man would f king kill to have even the slightest chance with you.ā
He looks down at me, his gaze licking over me like a flame.
He looks hungry. Famished.
Oh. This look of hisā¦this wasnāt part of the planā¦
Chapter 1
R I L E Y
GIRL, YOUāLL BE A WOMAN SOON!
That song came out decades before I was born. I didnāt realize its true meaning the first thousand times I heard it. But then, a few days ago, my best friend, Katie, told me what it meant.
When I told her about my plan.
See, I used to date this guy named James.
My belly does a deep, rolling flip when I turn onto the street where his dad lives. Vast, perfectly-manicured lawns stretch away from the sidewalk, gating houses from the outside world. Three years ago, James gave me the code to access the world behind the black iron gates but the passcode is different now. I ring the bell outside and identify myself, and whoeverās monitoring the swiveling security camera lets me in.
I thought my fingers would tremble. They arenāt trembling. Iām cool as a cucumber as I roll along the curling road approaching the modern, sleek home beyond a moonlight-drenched lawn with its minimalist fountain in the center. There are several other cars here. His dad is having a party, which I knew already. Word of these parties always just kind of got around.
Rumor has it that Jamesās dad filed seventeen patents by the time he was twenty-five.
There was even a rumor that he was asked to be a guest shark on Shark Tank. I would have loved to watch him, but I know Iād be a little jealous if the entire world got to see him. Is it wrong that I always thought that he was, in some small way, mine? I know that I have absolutely no claim to him, but I always thought that we had a unique connection.
See, James was a jerk. He posts photos of himself on boats with scores of women wearing the sexiest little outfits Iāve ever seen. I
think he thinks it makes him look like a badass to spend money the way he does, but I think it makes him look insecure.
I donāt know why I dated him. I think I was attracted to the idea of him. I was attracted to the idea that I could be someone else. Maybe, if people could see me in a different light, Iād be able to escape my familyās bad reputation. Itās my fault for putting myself in a situation where the guy I dated never really wanted me.
I cut the ignition and peer at the house through the window, my fingers curling around the steering wheel and my chin cradled against them.
This is it.
Iām here to seduce Mark. My exās dad.
He probably wonāt even remember me. Rileyā¦who? Thatās fine, though. Iāve changed a lot in the past three years, in ways both superficial and deep. Iām more confident now, a byproduct of going away to college and being among people who donāt know who I am or who my family is. See, my mom had an affair with two fathers of my classmates before running away to Arizona. This made my dad and me social pariahs. We were guilty by association.
Chapter 2
Mark never knew James was out there until an ex of his showed up out of the blue with a teenage son. James was raised by an army of nannies and I donāt think he had many good role models, if any at all.
Why am I doing this? Well, I think itās a way for me to finally say goodbye to this town and to move on from it and all the people in it. That, and I canāt seem to get Mark off my mind. Itās been three years and heās the only man I ever think about. What better way for me to get him out of my system than to do this? I have a tendency to have great enthusiasm at the beginning of things and then to lose interest soon after.
I have all the knitting needles and unfinished blankets to prove it.
In my head I always go back to that one night when I caught James with another girl at a party. I donāt know why I was even at the party, but of course I left as soon as I caught them together. I didnāt know what I was going to do, but I knew that it was the last straw. He couldnāt keep me around anymore to be his personal tutor and security blanket. I was done. My dad was out of town that weekend and I didnāt know who to turn to, so I went over to his house. His dad was home. He opened the door and I could see on his face that he already knew something was wrong.
āMy son is an ashole. Heās my blood and I love him, but he doesnāt know how to treat women,ā heād said, and then we spent the rest of the night talking. I was surprised by how personable he was. I was surprised by how down-to-earth he was. And I was surprised by how kind he was. Time seemed to race by in a blur and it was one of the best nights of my life.
Iād always liked him from a distance. Then, when I went off to college in New York, I started thinking about him more and more.
Iām able to slip into the house undetected. The party is in full swing, pulsing, bass-heavy music thumping around me. Iāve been here so many times and I know my way around. I take a quick left toward the stairs and make my way up, careful to not bring too much attention to myself. I walk through the wide hallway toward a door at the end, flanked on one side with a window letting cool blue moonlight beam through, the other side looking down onto ground floor of the home.
This is his office. This is where Iāll wait for him.
James once brought me in here for some reason. I think it was to impress me, but I was not impressed by him entering his dadās private space when heād been told not to. He said if his dad wanted to keep people out, he should have locked it. I didnāt think this was cute of James. I thought he was disobeying his dad just for the sake of being rebellious. Thatās not sexy to me.
But right nowā¦Iām okay with a little bit of rebellion.
M A R K
IS THATā¦NO. THAT ABSOLUTELY CANNOT BE MY SONāS EX-GIRLFRIEND.
I catch a glimpse of her as she comes into my house and watch her as she shuffles toward the stairs. She looks nervous, like sheās come here to steal something.
I put my drink down on the coffee table where Iām chatting with a few friends and walk toward the stairs as she starts toward the second floor. Her eyes are darting around nervously, her hand is on the banister of the grand marble staircase, and she looks like sheās shaking. She doesnāt see me walk over, and I know shouting to her would do no good because the music is too loud.
As I get closer, her identity is confirmed. Yes, this is my sonās ex- girlfriend, Riley. She looks so incredibly different, but those eyes are the same. Wide-set, big, brown eyes with an incredibly adorable, optimistic twinkle to them. Pretty, light brown hair, and a heart-shaped face that anyone would have a problem saying no to.
Chapter 3
I always liked her and thought my son could learn a thing or two from her if heād take his head out of his ass. Itās her spirit, her tenacity, her resilience, a quiet fierce streak. She was an outsider growing up, but that didnāt stop her from making the most of what life had given her.
I watch as she ascends the stairs. Her dress conforms to her as and her small waist, making my diick hard in an instant. There must be fifty other women here and I havenāt had this reaction to any of them. Sheās by far the most beautiful woman in the room, and I feel myself being inexplicably drawn to her. The long brown hair, the trim, petite shoulders. What I would do to her if I got my hands on her. Iād go straight to hel for putting my hands on someone as sweet and innocent as her.
The image of her bare as rubbing against my diick flashes across my mind, making my coock jerk in my pants and a dribble of com leak out. Shet. Iām going to have to get myself under control. Iām puzzled when I get to the top of the stairs and see her slipping into my office. She knows her way around this place, but my office is off-limits. My son knows it, my housekeeper knows it, everyone knows itās my private sanctuary. I donāt like calling it a man-cave, but thatās what it is. I donāt think thereās ever been a woman in there before. I like that sheās the first one.
I walk toward the door with long strides, eager to see what the hel sheās doing in there.
R I L E Y
WHAT THE HEL AM I DOING IN HERE?
Iāve throw myself like a piece of meat into this manās own private man cave with every intention of letting him gobble me up. I shrug off my purse and drop it onto the sofa, the deep, dark brown leather soft and buttery under my thihs as I sit down. My fingers twitch nervously as I run them along the edge of the cushions.
Then thereās a knock at the door and then he opens it. I spring to my feet when he walks through the door.
āRiley,ā he says, stopping a few feet in front of me. This is a big office, but it suddenly feels a lot smaller. Thereās a puzzled expression on his face, and Iām snapped out of my stupor when he puts his hand out to shake mine. Right. Iām an intruder. Iām not supposed to be here. The least I could do is shake the manās hand.
āMark,ā I say with as much enthusiasm as possible. His fingers are big and the way they wrap around my hand makes me a little nervous. If this thing goes down, I donāt know how Iām going to be able to stand it. Iām already nearly quivering in the heels I borrowed from Katie, and the idea of being with someone of his stature suddenly has me rethinking my decision.
You donāt buy an expensive sports car the minute you get your license. You break yourself in with something smaller and a little easier to handle first. This is like going to be like going from training wheels to a 737.
I might be afraid of how Iām going to handle things, but from the look in Markās eyes right now, I am sure he would know exactly how to handle me. His eyes are clear and confident and looking down at me like Iām the only thing in the world. Itās the way James never, ever looked at me.
āWhat are you doing here?ā he asks. āYou know this is my man cave.ā Iām practically beside myself with nerves and I try to settle myself by focusing on him instead of the butterflies in my belly. He has a short, scruffy beard, one that I donāt remember him ever having before. Heās wearing a slim-fitting, crisp white button-down thatās rolled up to his elbows. His forearms are big and muscular as though they were carved out of rough stone and polished smooth. His tattoos are faded but that only makes them more sexy. Thereās something about an older guy who has these traces of rebellion that makes him seem more youthful and more wise at the exact same time.
Chapter 4
And his eyesā¦his piercing, clear, bright green eyes. I could get lost in them.
But back to the question. What am I doing here?
āItās been a long time and I wanted to see how you were doing,ā I say casually, trying not to let on how nervous I am.
āIām doing well,ā he says with a little chuckle. He turns away from me and I want to smack myself on the forehead for not knowing how to do this. I should have watched a tutorial, something to show me step-by-step when you have absolutely zero experience in the delicate dance of seduction, not that it would have helped. My mind is a complete blank right now. The only thing I can focus on, with Mark walking away from me to approach the little bar cart in the corner, is how good his but looks in his gray slacks.
He looks over his shoulder at me and my eyes snap up to his.
Good going.
āWould you like a drink?ā āSure, thanks,ā I say.
āWhy donāt you sit and hang out for a while?ā
I back up until I feel the sofa on the backs of my legs, then drop to sit. He sits beside me, at a safe distance.
āHow have you been, how is college going?ā he asks. I take a small sip of my drink and it stings my lips.
āCollege is good, my classes are all really interesting. Iām happy to be back for the summer, though. Itās been nice to see my old classmates.ā
Thatās not exactly true. The only friend I have here is Katie, and she goes to the same college as I do.
āYou outshone all of those people.ā Mark takes a sip of his drink and doesnāt look at me. He clears his throat. āIām happy youāre doing well. Iām sorry you had to go to the other side of the county to meet people who can keep up with you, but as long as youāre happy, thatās all I care about.ā
āOh, it isnāt so bad here,ā I say. I lean down to put my glass on the low,
long coffee table. āI really did have friends. And I had a boyfriend. The most popular guy in the school.ā
I roll my eyes and then feel a cold jab of regret hit me between the ribs as Mark looks over at me. I hadnāt meant to sound like I was being sarcastic, even if I was being sarcastic. I mean, yeah, he was the most popular guy school, but he wasnāt exactly boyfriend of the year.
āSorry,ā I say, clasping my hands in my lap. āThat was really rude.ā āYou and I both know that my son can be a real piece of work sometimes.
Youāre better off without him. Heās an idiot. You deserve better.ā He smiles over at me. āSorry. Now Iām the one being rude.ā
āNot at all.ā Our eyes lock for a long moment. I struggle to keep my eyes on his and I can see that heās doing the same. He finally looks away and stands while he clears his throat.
āIām sure you have a better man now. Someone who appreciates you.
Someone who knows how special you are.ā
āActually, I donāt,ā I say. This is my chance. He opened the door. Iām going to walk through it, even if my knees are weak. I force myself to stand, even though my voice is starting to waver. He turns slightly to throw me a hard look. āI mean, itās not that I have someone and he doesnāt appreciate me. I mean that I donāt have a boyfriend at all.ā
āIām sure thatās on purpose.ā Wait. What?
āHow do you mean?ā
āForget it,ā he says. āYouāre more than welcome to stay for the party. I think there are some nice guys here your age that Iām sure would love a chance to talk to you. Theyāre in tech, or some shet.ā
My heart is hammering in my chest as his hand curls into a fist at his side. āPlease,ā I sputter. āTell me what you meant.ā
He turns to face me and the expression etched into his features is downright incredible. His eyes are wild and his hair, slightly longer on the top and cropped close on the sides, is tousled and messy. His lips are parted slightly and his chest is rising and falling a little faster now. I feel like he is looking into my soul.
He puts his hands on his hips and his lips pull into a line.
āYouāre incredible, Riley. Youāre always the smartest person in the room, youāre sweet, you genuinely give a shet about people, and to top it all off, have you looked in a mirror lately? Youāre the hottest little thing in creation and any man would f king kill to have even the slightest chance with you. Itās not wrong of you to want to make the most of your college experience, however you choose to do that. I was out of line to suggest otherwise.ā
He looks down at me, his gaze licking over me like a flame. He looks hungry. Famished.
Oh.
This look of hisā¦this wasnāt part of the planā¦
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