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I forced myself to look at the book in my hand. Seeing Elijah recently at Urban Next Design Studio had stirred up unexpected emotions within me.
Weâre already divorced. Because he never stopped loving his first love, Serena. He didnât care about me at all, not even when I was carrying our baby.
I left that heartbreaking place behind and came to France to pursue my dreams. I thought I could finally start over, but I never expected Elijah to follow me here, trying to win me back.
Luckily, I wasnât fooled by his lies. He came to France with Serena, his new flame.
I shouldnât think about him anymore. A bitter smile tugged at my lips. But I canât deny itâwhen I saw him in France, my heart still skipped a beat.
My phone rang then. When I saw Serenaâs name on the screen, I groaned loudly. âWhat do you want this time?â
I straightened up and answered casually. âHello.â
âHi, Sophia!â As always, she had that fake sugary-sweet voice on. âHowâve you been? I was hoping we could meet today at that cafe across your campus where Elijah and I saw you before?â
âWhy?â I asked, narrowing my eyes suspiciously.
âI know that heâs still hanging around you, maybe trying to catch you or talk to you⊠I know of a way for him to stop harassing you, Sophia.â
I couldnât understand why Serena wouldnât just leave me alone and go on with her life. But my curiosity got the best of me. âHow?â I asked.
âIâll see you in fifteen minutes, then you can find out.â She put the phone down, leaving me no choice but to get ready and meet her in that cafe.
It wasnât long before we were sitting across from each other. Serena didnât waste any time with pleasantries. A small smile was playing on her lips. An evil smile, I would say. She was probably up to no good, but I still stayed and listened, anyway.
âHave you heard of Sabrina Baker?â she asked directly.
âNo.â
She seemed quite happy. âWell, Sabrina is Elijahâs long-lost childhood best friend and the first love of his life. She went missing when they were about ten years old, and Elijah was never the same since then. He spent years looking for her and only stopped when he met youâŠâ
âHuh?â I was bewildered by this news, but I didnât want to show her. âSo what? It has nothing to do with me. Weâre divorced.â
âYouâre connected to Sabrina, in a way,â Serena went on. âThatâs because you reminded Elijah of her. Thatâs why he pursued you in college.â
My heart began to thump hard.
âIs that your painting?â heâd asked me upon approaching me after class way back during our college days. His eyes were glimmering as he glanced at the Eiffel Tower artwork that peeked out from the folder I was holding.
âUh, yes.â
âHave you been to Paris?â
I shook my head. âNot yet, but I would love to visit someday. Or perhaps even study and work there.â
âI know a coffee shop nearby that has a beautiful mural of ParisâŠâ heâd said. And that afternoon, the two of us got to know each other for the first time. And that was when I first told him that I was allergic to coffee, so he bought a chocolate drink for me instead.
But he gave me a coffee when I first went to his company and found him with Serena before we got divorced.
I didnât like where the conversation with Serena was going.
âWho knows? Maybe he even got you were carrying a baby on purpose, so youâd want to marry him,â Serena continued, her tone mocking.
âIf you werenât similar to his dearest Sabrina, he wouldnât have bothered spending any time with you, you know. And itâs the real reason that he married you! He told me so himself!â
Serenaâs devilish smile grew bigger.
âYou know why he was so cold and distant when you were together? Because he realized that you werenât like Sabrina, after all! But out of duty, he decided to stay with you because you were carrying his baby. And so when you had lost the baby, he became more out of reach and he didnât treat you like a real wifeâŠâ
Her words pierced my heart like a sharp knife. But still I held my composure, not wanting her to see that she was getting to me and that this revelation was having a huge impact.
âAnd now itâs the same,â Serena went on mockingly. âItâs about the baby again. Heâs pretty sure itâs his so he feels responsible. He canât bear the thought of just leaving without a care. Thatâs why heâs been trying to reconcile with you, Sophia.â
My eyes widened, but I knew she was telling the truth. Sheâs right, I realized bitterly.
âYouâre smart, arenât you? Then you ought to know what I mean.â
I stared at her silently, not knowing what to make of it. I knew what she was saying, but it was difficult to process it at the moment.
âThink hard about it, Sophia,â Serena said before getting up and leaving. I was left dumbfounded, staring into the caffeine-free drink that Serena had ordered for me before I arrived.
Serena is well aware that Iâm allergic to caffeine, and I donât even know her well. But Elijah whom Iâd been married to for two years had easily forgotten.
The realization hit me like a ton of bricks. All this time, I had believed that Elijah genuinely liked me, that our relationship was built on something real. But now, as I sat in the café, I couldn't shake the feeling of devastation.
It became clear to me that Elijah never really cared about me. I was just a stand-in, a substitute for someone else. I was a mere reminder of this Sabrina, whoever she was, and it was because of her that Elijah had decided to pursue me. The thought was crushing.
I had let myself believe in something that was never real, and the realization left me feeling hollow inside. How could I have been so blind? So naive? The pain of the truth threatened to overwhelm me, and I struggled to hold back tears.
After a while, I tried to gather my wits despite the rattling nerves. Still greatly confused, I returned home. And the one who were waiting for me outside my apartment building isâŠ
Elijah.
When he saw me and began to approach, I held up my palm and shook my head. I didnât want to see him or talk to him. I was just too exhausted and confused to deal with him right now.
âSophia, wait!â He called after me. I could hear his footsteps quickening behind me as I went to the direction of the elevator. âSophia!â
I turned around with an exasperated expression on my face.
âHave youâŠâ He hesitated before continuing. âHave you ever⊠gone missing when you were a child?â
I felt myself turning pale. My heartbeat went into overdrive. âWhat do you mean?â
I saw his nose twitching, which meant that he was somehow uncertain or embarrassed. I waited for him to go on.
âSophia, please be honest with me,â he pleaded. âJust answer my question truthfully because this is really very important to me.â
I couldnât help scoffing. âItâs important because it involves Sabrina, right?â I asked him mockingly.
Elijah froze, his face registering shock.
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