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Chapter 1
"Congratulations, Miss Kings," Dr. Andrew said as he reviewed my test results. "Youâre six weeks pre-gnant."
"Six weeks preg-nant?" I repeated in shock, trying to process the news. "Are you sure?"
"Yes, Iâm sure," he confirmed with a knowing smile.
I had known deep down that the possibility existed, considering my intimate relationship with Colin, but the reality of it still caught me off guard.
"If I may ask, the father here with you? If yes, he should be here as well."
I shook my head slowly, "He's busy with work and couldn't make it today."
Dr. Andrew sighed. "I see. Well, make sure you get plenty of rest, and remember to come for regular checkups for your baby's safety.â
I nodded and accepted the test results, clutching them tightly as I left the hospital. Though the news came as a shock, joy now filled me. I smiled and rubbed what would eventually be a baby bump, already feeling a connection with the little one.
Once outside, I reached into my bag and retrieved my cell phone to call Colin, my fiancé and the love of my life, to share the life-changing news with him.
Colin and I had been inseparable since our college days at Boston Hills, where our love had blossomed. His recent proposal had filled me with so much happiness and hope for our future, and I knew our wedding day wasnât far off.
A smile tugged at the corners of my li-ps as I reflected back on the day we first met, a moment etched forever in my memory. I had stumbled down a flight of stairs, only to awaken in the school hospital with Colin by my side, his concerned gaze never leaving me.
The sight of him had ignited a spark within me. The look in his eyes, coupled with the caring way he spoke to me regarding the injuries I had sustained, made my heart skip thousands of beats in seconds.
Afterward, I met him for some time. But he was with a woman named Page back then. It wasnât until after she moved to England that I mustered the courage to confess my feelings to Colin. To my surprise, he had accepted my affection, telling me he felt the same way. It was one of the happiest days of my life!
A text message notification chimed, pulling me out of my reverie. I smiled when I saw it was from Colin. He must have been thinking about me, too.
I opened the message: âDeliver my Game project files to Zeal restaurant, Room 501. Now. Make it snappy. No delay.â
My heart sank. Though Colin was cold and powerful, and Iâd grown accustomed to that aspect of his character, I couldn't help but feel disappointed at his curt tone. I shook it off, though. It didnât mean he didnât love me. He did. It was just his way.
Though it would have been nice if had at least asked about my day instead of going straight to the point. But maybe it was for the best. This way, I could tell him about the baby face to face before handing over the files. I couldnât wait to see his happy expression when he heard the news.
Once home, I found the documents Colin had requested and placed them securely in my bag before leaving for Zeal restaurant. As I was about to step out of the door, the sky opened up and rain poured down.
âWhy now?â I muttered. âWhy when Colin needs this?â
Despite the lousy weather, I needed to get the paperwork to him. So after only a brief moment of hesitation, I grabbed my car keys. Besides, the thought of sharing my good news with Colin in person kept me excited. I couldnât wait to see his reaction. He was always so busy; he rarely had time to express emotions. But his eyes always showed how he felt, and I just knew theyâd sparkle when I told him.
I dashed through the downpour to my car, then navigated to Zeal restaurant with the windshield wipers flapping furiously, barely able to keep up. So much came down so fast, the street began to flood.
Still, I pulled into Zealâs parking lot in less than an hour. The main building seemed like a distant trek from where I parked. With a heavy sigh, I unfolded my umbrella and set off, battling the wind until my umbrella succumbed, leaving me drenched. By the time I reached the restaurant entrance, my sopping wet clothes clung uncomfortably to my skin, some parts a little too revealing.
I didnât have time to worry about that. Instead, I hurried to the nearest waitress and asked her to direct me to VIP Room 501. The waitress looked me up and down, then scowled before she told me to follow her. A minute later, she gestured to a door with the appropriate number. As I raised my hand to push the door open, familiar voices from within made me pause.
âAre you getting married, Colin?â a voice I knew asked. It was David, Colinâs best buddy.
âDon't be ridiculous,â Colin replied. âSelenaâs just a plaything. I'm not marrying her. Not now. Not ever.â
Chapter 2
The hand I had held up to push the door open fell at Colinâs words. âA plaything?â I repeated in a whisper. I was nothing but a plaything to him? How could that be? My heart constricted, my love and commitment to him shattering in an instant.
But that was just the beginning. I moved closer to the door, almost putting my ear against it.
âI thought you were into her?â David said, though it was more of a question than a statement.
âYeah, as a se.x toy,â Colin declared callously. âShe thinks I love her, but she forced our relationship, I never asked her out. It was all on her. I played along and proposed to her because⊠well, I liked her as bed warmer.
Colin's response, cold and devoid of remorse, struck me, each word like a stab in my heart. How could I have been so ignorant?
Thank goodness Iâd never told him who I was. Heâd never connected my last name with the Kingsâ group, either, so he knew nothing of my social status or my familyâs wealth.
The conversation continued with a female voice chiming in. âOh, Colin, how can you even stoop so low to date a girl like that? Even after all these years, youâre more handsome than ever. You should be with someone better.â As she spoke, the sultry voice became clear and brought back memories I wished to forget. I suddenly felt cold at the realization that Colinâs ex-girlfriend, Page, had returned, a possibility Iâd dreaded since early in my relationship with Colin.
A short while after Colin and started dating, I accidentally saw a message on Colinâs phone from Page. It read: âColin, I know youâre angry with me for moving to England. But I had no choice. My father said it was in my best interest, and I knew he was right. Iâll come back, though. I surely will, I know you love me, and I love you too.â
I clenched my fists in frustration. It had been years since that incident. Fvcking years! And now she was back, reappearing in our lives like a ghost from the past. As tears welled in my eyes, I couldn't resist moving even closer to the door, pressing my ear against it to catch every word.
David stunned me when he asked, âSo now that Page is back, is it time for you to break up with Selena?â How quickly he turned on me as well. âSpeaking of Selena,â he continued, âwhere the heck is she? Wasnât she supposed to deliver that file to you?â
âMaybe sheâs dressing up for you?â Page suggested, mockingly. âDousing herself in perfume and plastering on some makeup to impress you, so she can warm your bed again tonight?â
âIt is getting awfully cold,â Colin said in retort, and all three of them burst into laughter.
Embarrassment, confusion, and hurt plagued me as I stood there, grappling with the realization that I had become the subject of their cruel jokes. I felt the urge to confront Colin and demand answers, but self-doubt held me back. I hesitated, tor-n between the desire to tell him off and the fear of facing further humiliation.
After a solid minute of silently battling my emotions, I walked away with a heavy heart. My tears poured down just like the rain, the two blending together. Each step I took toward my vehicle felt like hard labor.
Once inside the car, I retrieved the pragnancy test from my bag, and my heart crumbled. I broke down into sobs, the echoes of my anguish mingling with the battering of heavy rain on the carâs roof.
After what seemed like an eternity, I wiped my tears and composed myself. It was time to face the harsh truth and make a decision that would change my life. The plan was clear in my mind; I needed to gather my strength, pack my belongings, and break up with Colin.
The rain fell harder drowning out the roar of the engine as I sped away. Memories of Colin and me, each one a sharp pain in my already wounded heart, flashed through my mind. Tears emerged once again, blurring my vision. I kept my grip tight on the steering wheel.
Why had he made me his plaything when he could have just told me to leave? Why did he have to break my heart like this?
A sharp sound jolted me from my anguish right before the deafening impact of smashing into a trailer made my worldâand bodyâspin out of control. My car somersaulted in the air before crashing back to the ground. My entire body burst into pain, and the taste of blood filled my mouth.
As the darkness of unconsciousness encroached upon my vision, I cursed the day I met Colin, then made a silent vow to myself; if I were ever given a second chance, I would never allow myself to fall in love with Colin Rogers.
Chapter 3
Beep. Beep. Beep.
My eyes fluttered open, and my ears were assaulted with the incessant beeping of machines. A sharp pain coursed through my head, and I cried out before pulling myself together. I mustered the strength to survey my surroundings. My eyes landed on my mom, sitting by my side with a warm hand on mine.
âSweetie, you're finally awake!â she said with a mix of relief and happiness in her voice. I lifted my eyes to hers, only to meet a sight that shocked me. My mom, who usually maintained a beautiful appearance, now appeared disheveled, with tracks of tears running down her cheeks. Still, she smiled.
But then I remembered the most important thing and my hand went to my stomach without any further thought. My eyes grew wide as I looked at my mom once again.
Her expression answered my unspoken questions before she even got the words out. âDon't be sad, Sweetie. You can try again.â
âMy baby?â I whispered, still touching my belly, wishing I could feel some sign of another life. None existed. Still, I couldnât seem to bring myself to believe it.
âI lost my baby?â I repeated the words in a painful echo. A second later, the unbearable pain of loss unlike any other hit me. My tears flowed freely and quickly. Despite the physical pain that wracked my body, it was the loss of that tiny life, a life that had only just begun, that pierced me most, leaving an indelible mark on my shattered heart.
My mom crumbled and cried with me. Witnessing her, my pillar of strength, reduced to wracking sobs, made me close my eyes painfully in sorrow and shame.
Amidst the overwhelming pain in my heart, harsh full-body pain suddenly plagued me. I felt hot inside, as if every fiber of my being was being consumed by flames. The torment left me shaking vigorously and gasping for air. But I couldn't breathe. Then a violent cough wracked my body, and blood spilled from my mouth, staining the white hospital sheets.
An overwhelming sense of impending death came over me.
My motherâs face went pale before she raced out of the room, yelling, âDoctor!â
The world around me dimmed. No! I couldnât die like this.
The room darkened, and everything around me faded to black.
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As I came to, I slowly opened my eyes and turned my head. My mother and my best friend, Lisa, were by my bedside.
âSheâs back!â said my mom, clutching Lisaâs arm. âSheâs back! Hurry. Go tell the doctor!â
Lisa acknowledged her, then raced out of the room.
âBack?â I asked, groggily.
A nurse rushed into the room and to my side. âMs. Kings, good to have you with us again. How are you feeling? Can you look at me?â
I slowly turned my head in her direction, only to see a doctorâs blurry form walked into the room behind her. They spent a while checking my vitals, asking me a bunch of questions, then having me do things like raise my hands and point to my nose. I asked them questions, too. With their answers, I learned I had been in a coma.
As their examination progress, I became less groggy and more alert. Eventually, they gave me the green light to sit up and spend some time with Mom and Lisa, both of whom were thrilled to have me back. Apparently, Iâd given them quite a scare. But then, in the midst of our conversation, my mother said the oddest thing. âIâm surprised you havenât asked about Colin. But thatâs probably for the best. He still hasnât come to see you, the heartless bas-tard.â
âColin?â I repeated. âWhoâs Colin?â
Chapter 4
After exchanging wide-eyed and shocked expressions with my mother, Lisa turned to me and said, âColin is your fiancĂ©, Selena.â
My brow furrowed, and I peered at her quizzically as I tried, unsuccessfully, to recall someone named Colin. I shook my head slowly.
âDoctor!â my mom screamed, scaring the he-ll out of me. âDoctor!â
Lisa merely stared at me with a concerned expression. âYou donât remember?â she asked with hesitation.
My mother rushed back into the room with a doctor in tow. âShe canât remember her own fiancĂ©!â
âItâs all right,â he said, patting her arm soothingly. âMemory loss sometimes happens with accidents, but itâs usually temporary. So letâs not rush to panic. Let me check her out, okay?â He peered at her with kind eyes.
She nodded and her expression softened. âOkay.â
The doctor approached me and asked if I remembered him. When I told him I did, he asked if I knew where I was before I found myself in the hospital.
âI was...â I struggled to recall but couldn't.
He asked several other questions: my full name and date of birth, my address, who the president was, if I remembered the nurse, and the current date.â
My answer to the last questionâthe seventh of Juneâhad him, Mom, and Lisa exchanging glances.
âThat's the date she got into the accident!â my mom interjected.
âAccident?â I turned to look at my mom, but Dr. Andrew redirected my attention back to him.
âStay focused on me,â he instructed. He asked a few more questions about the recent past, Then asked where I met my fiancĂ©, while shifting his eyes between Lisa and me.
I shrugged, then looked at Lisa, giving her my full attention. I was quite interested in hearing her answer, considering I had no recollection of a fiancé.
âThey met when she fell down a flight of stairs back in college. He saved her and took her to the school hospital,â Lisa said.
Yes! âI remember falling down the stairs,â I said with entirely too much joy, considering we were talking about me taking a pretty bad spill.
âGood. Good,â Dr. Andrew said. âAnd what happened after you fell?â
âI woke up in the school hospital,â I murmured, though the memory was fuzzy. My brow furrowed as I tried to piece together what had happened from there.
Dr. Andrew asked if anyone was at the hospital with me back then, but I couldnât recall.
âColin was there,â Lisa said. âThat's where you two met. It was when you became interested in him.â
I shook my head. âNo one else was there. I woke up alone.â
âIt's okay,â Dr. Andrew replied. âThis happens sometimes.â He turned to my mother and Lisa. âAs you can probably discern, sheâs lost a portion of her memories⊠specifically those that involve her fiancĂ© it would seem.â
âHow is that possible?â Lisa asked. âThey met six years ago and started dating a year later. Thatâs a lot to forget.â
Lisa met my eyes, and I shrugged. âMaybe forgetting him is a good thing?â I asked with some trepidation, trying to be optimistic.
âIt appears sheâs doing well otherwise, though,â Dr. Andrew said, then shifted from Mom and Lisa to me. âAnd thatâs a very good thing.â He gave me a wide smile.
âAlso, as I mentioned, memory loss after head trauma is not always permanent. Your brain may need time to heal and reestablish connections, and some aspects of memory loss might take longer to recover. But many patients find that their memory improves significantly over time.â
âOkay,â I said, unsure what to think.
He gave me a nod, then turned to Mom and Lisa and did the same before he left the room.
I asked Lisa and my mom, âIf I really have a fiancĂ©, then where is he?â
âWell, you may not have been wrong in thinking that forgetting him might be for the best,â Lisa said.
âWhy?â I asked, seeking to understand what my life was all about.
Lisa approached my bedside, held up her phone, and showed me a series of chats and voice notes Iâd sent her over the years. Each message, each tear-stained voice note, revealed heartache and turmoil, all stemming from a man named Colin, my supposed fiancĂ©.
I listened to the sound of my own pain and sorrow, and it became clear that Colin had not reciprocated my love. Nor had he shown me the respect I deserved.
âBut why did I stay?â I whispered, more to myself than to Lisa.
Still, she answered. âThatâs a good question. Do you recall sending me a voicemail right before the accident?â
Chapter 5
Lisa scrolled through her phone until she found the voicemail I sent her. The recording played, and each word, each scream, sounded so painful. But I couldn't hear the words clearly. Still, I listened in stunned silence, grasping my che-st as the sorrow-filled cries from the recording painted a vivid picture of the pain I felt at that time.
âThat was hel-l!â I gasped, my eyes wide. âSuch a man doesn't deserve my love,â I said bitterly. âI'll make sure to avoid him in the future and start anew.â
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A MONTH LATER
After a month in the hospital, I was finally discharged. My mom couldn't make it to pick me up, so Lisa helped me.
âLet's go out and enjoy the evening, Selena.â Lisa suggested excitedly as we arrived home from the hospital.
âIâd love that,â I said. âThe hospital has been suffocating!â Although I wasn't very strong yet, I still needed some fresh air.
We quickly got dressed and headed out a short while later. Soon after that, we arrived at a club named MX Bar/Club. Lisa took the lead. We walked in, and the place looked empty aside from the bartender.
âHow can this place be so empââ
âSurprise!â My friends appeared from out of nowhere, all smiling and cheering.
My eyes grew wide as I took in the sight. I looked at Lisa. âYou planned this?â
âYou survived a terrible accident and we almost lost you, so of course, I did.â
No wonder she was busier than usual leading up to my discharge.
I stood, overwhelmed by the outpouring of love as balloons popped and shouts of âHurray!â rang throughout the room.
âCongratulations, Selena. So happy youâre still with us,â one of my friends said, while giving me a hug. One at time, they offered their warm welcomes and well-wishes.
Amidst the crowd, Jasper Santos approached me. âSo glad you survived, Selena.â His words came out soft and soothing.
âOh, Jasper!â I exclaimed, feeling the warmth from the way he looked at me. I couldn't help but give him a broad smile, recalling the care heâd always shown me during our college days.
His face had matured over the years, and he was more handsome than ever with his striking appearance.
âCan we sit over there?â Jasper asked, gesturing towards a cozy spot at the bar.
I followed his gaze and then met his eyes and nodded. âSure,â I replied.
We made our way to the stools and settled down. Eager to catch up after years apart, I asked him about his life.
âI've been in London all these years,â he said. âMy main company is out there, but I have a branch here, too. So I'm back in Boston Hills now.â
âYour company?â I probed, intrigued.
âI'm the CEO of ByteForge Technology.â
âThe famous tech company that got listed?â I exclaimed, impressed.
He told me all about his company and gave me the highlights about his life as we enjoyed a few drinks. It felt great, yet different, hearing so much from him because, previously, all weâd done was exchange greetings and nods. As we talked, the crowd became livelier around us, with many dancing. Eventually, Jasper set his wine glass down and extended his hand. âCan I have this dance?â
I met his eyes and accepted his offer with a smile. Together, we made our way to the bustling dance floor. His hand settled on my waist, and I placed mine on his chest as we swayed to the music.
Amidst the swirl of movement and laughter, my eyes caught sight of a man in the distance. Unlike the others who danced around us, he stood still, his gaze fixed on me. Something about the way he looked at me made me uncomfortable. I quickly averted my eyes and focused on the dance with Jasper, trying to shake off the unease.
Yet, I could still feel the man staring, so I couldnât stop myself from looking again. My eyes locked with the manâs once more. Unease washed over me a second time, the angry look on his face squeezing my insides.
He pulled his suit jacket off and walked onto the dance floor. Before I could fully comprehend the situation, he forcefully pulled Jasper away from me and shoved him aside.
He placed his suit jacket over my shoulders before seizing my hand. âAre you out of your mind, Selena? How dare you dance here?â he said, his words leaving me stunned.
âSir, please let go of me!â I pleaded, pulling my hand from his.
Jasper intervened and tried to push the man away. However, instead of backing down, the man punched Jasper, delivering a blow so forceful it sent Jasper crashing to the ground.
I wrenched my hand fr-ee of the manâs grasp and rushed to Jasper's side.
But the man grabbed my hand once more. âThat's enough, Selena! You've been out here for a month; it's time to come home with me.â
I peered at him with anger in my eyes. âWho the fck are you to tell me what to do?â
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