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&quot;I, Silas Morgan, future alpha of the South Texas Pack reject Lilith Conner as my mate!&quot; <br /> &quot;I, Lilith Conner, leave the South Texas Pack in body and mind!&quot; There was shock all around the dining room as what I said sunk in, and I felt the pack bond break.<br /> ********<br /> As the alarm went off I rolled over to hit the snooze button then realized it was 3 AM. I jumped out of bed and headed to the restroom in my hut. After being kicked out of the pack house I was shunned to this small hut in pack lands. The hut was my home even though everyone basically saw it as me sleeping in a cardboard box. It had a open room and a tiny restroom with a shower. It was built for me because no one wanted me around or to use the pack house facilities. I am the disgrace of the South Texas Pack. I have my duties to hold my place in this pack, I cook all the meals for the 300 pack members. I have to stay out of everybody&#039;s way considering that is my only way I can stay and have a home if it was even considered that. When I was five the pack found me curled in a ball in the corner of my families old house. My parents layed on the floor in their own blood. The alpha was outraged that his beta was dead. Even though I was a child the pack has blamed me, not once trying to find out the truth behind my parents death. All I remember from that night was waking up to a loud sound, running down the stairs to find my parents already gone. That night still haunts me. Being seventeen and having to raise myself has not been easy. With being punished every chance the pack got I was already ready to give up. There was always a little voice in the back of my mind pushing me not to, and for some reason I have listened to it for the past twelve years. &quot;Lilith&quot; I turned to see one of the pack warriors coming down the stairs getting ready for shift change guarding the land. I recognized him right away, &quot;I&#039;m sorry, Adam, I will go cook breakfast now&quot;. I didn&#039;t realize I was standing in front of the mirror for so long. As I walked past him I didn&#039;t dare look up as I knew by the way he said my name how he would look, disgusted. When I was done with breakfast I made my way to grab a piece of bread since that was what I was allowed. I was expected to survive off of three pieces a day. The reason for my poor nutrition, and nobody cared. I have a feeling that this is what they wanted a slow death. As I was walking out the door before anyone noticed me I ran into somebody. I glanced up only to see who it was and automatically dropped my gaze and head. At six foot tall and built the way every woman dreamed about. Silas, the alpha&#039;s son, stood there and said, &quot;How about you get a move on and next time don&#039;t ruin my clothes with your disgrace&quot;. He shoved me hard so that I fell to the floor and had to scramble up clumsily. Noticing he moved out from the door I ran as fast as I could to my home. I graduated the previous year. Yes, I know i&#039;m a little young to already have graduated high school, but I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. I didn&#039;t have the money to go to the community college like a lot of the pack, so I stayed and worked here for the little they gave me which isn&#039;t much at all. I flopped down on my bed and realized tomorrow is my eighteenth birthday. I didn&#039;t realize how much time has passed. With not being able to shift into my wolf and turning eighteen means finding your mate, but I don&#039;t think it&#039;s possible for me. I fear if I was to find him he wouldn&#039;t want me and would reject me. Before I noticed I was waking up again to banging on my door. I walked over and pulled the door open revealing my alpha.<br /> &quot;Lilith, tomorrow is your birthday and I have come up with two options for you&quot;, he said with distaste. &quot;Yes, alpha&quot;, I replied with my head bowed showing respect.<br /> &quot;Option one, You leave the pack and move on with your life, which is the kindest thing I can offer you at the moment&quot;, he paused, &quot;Option two, You continue to do what you do for the pack and when the time comes you will break and nobody will mourn you&quot;, he announced.<br /> &quot;I will let you know tomorrow of what I choose, but I have no where to go, and at that y&#039;all are who I know&quot;, I paused before finishing, &quot;I will announce my decision in front of the whole Pack before breakfast&quot;.<br /> I could feel his eyes on me as he thought about what to say, and I was afraid he would slap me for wanting to wait until the morning. All he said was, &quot;Fine&quot;, and walked out slamming my door in my face. And than that&#039;s when I realized I had the most important decision in my life to make tonight. As I lay awake from thinking about my options and trying to decide what I should do there was a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. I couldn&#039;t decide and it was already 2 AM with no sleep I forced myself to sit up and really think about my future. Where would I go if I left, and would I even be able to survive long. If I was to stay I would either be beat or starved to death. What if I was to find my soulmate here tomorrow and I left before I knew who it was, would he even want me? After I showered and started walking out of my hut I fell to my knees from a sharp pain in my stomach. Thinking it&#039;s from not eating anything but a piece of bread yesterday I got up and glanced back at the small room I&#039;ve lived in for twelve years making my decision. The weird sensation never left even after the pain I felt as I arrived at the pack house. I opened the doors to the kitchen and started pulling out all the ingredients I needed to start cooking. I was going to make the pack the best breakfast they ever had because even though I don&#039;t get to celebrate my birthday they will. As I prepared everything possible there was a bang on the kitchen door followed by someone coming in. I turned around to find Silas staring at me with anger, his crystal blue eyes seemed to have fire in them and his slightly curled black hair was messy. I lowered my gaze to the floor instantly.<br /> &quot;Why is it you!?&quot; he yelled. &quot;What do you mean I always prepare the breakfast,&quot; I mumbled not looking up from the floor. &quot;You don&#039;t feel anything, how could you not I&#039;m standing so close to you but I felt it when you walked into the house&quot; he said calmer but still angry. &quot;All I feel is hunger pains&quot;, but as I said it I did feel a pull towards him I didn&#039;t want. What he said next I expected but I was not prepared. &quot;I, Silas Morgan, future alpha of the South Texas Pack reject Lilith Conner as my mate!&quot; he announced it with such anger as he turned and left, I felt every ounce as the mate bond broke. At that moment I was in such pain I thanked the goddess herself for letting me finish the food before this happened. I ran as far as I could and when I reached where I felt was safe I fell to my knees and my whole body shook from the tears and pain that I was experiencing. I didn&#039;t want the mate bond to be with him, and I also knew if it was someone from this pack they would reject me immediately. It hurt a lot but I managed to stop the tears and gather myself to look slightly normal as I made my way to the pack house to let them know my decision. I walked in and made my way to the dining hall everyone stopped what they where doing as soon as I stepped in. Walking rather quickly to stand in front of the alpha and his family&#039;s table I said, &quot; I, Lilith Conner, leave the South Texas Pack in body and mind!&quot; There was shock all around the dining room as what I said sunk in, and I felt the pack bond break. After what felt like a long while the alpha finally spoke, &quot;Lilith Conner, you are officially released from all pack responsibility and bond. You are to leave pack lands immediately!&quot; I finally had the nerve to look at everyone as I walked out and realized the shock was still there mixed with disgust. I never felt love from them after my parents died and I didn&#039;t think I ever would, and I didn&#039;t want them to have the pleasure of my death so that is why I made the decision I did. I honestly felt a little relieved as I walked out with my head held high. I&#039;ve never imagined myself packing my life away and heading into the unknown but here I am, as I look around one last time I remind myself that everything happens for a reason. Shutting the door to the hut and throwing my bag over my shoulder I began to walk off pack lands and into the city. As I got to a bench I sat down and counted the little bit of money I have. It turns out I had just enough to find somewhere to stay for a little while. The money I have is what is left from my parents after the pack took the rest to support me as they said. They didn&#039;t know I still had this little bit I hid it well in the floor of the hut. I walked to a Motel 6 and got a room and decided to take a long hot shower. Laying on the motel bed I started thinking about getting a job and staying under the radar so no other pack can find me. It is a law not to be a rogue wolf in a packs territory they will have the right to decide your punishment, and most decide to kill you instead of torture. Finally feeling the loneliness of not being in a pack and missing the connection, I have to snap myself out of this, so I decide to put on my hoodie and go to try to find some food close by. Walking into a small gas station that was a block away from the motel I find some cheap food I can use the microwave in the motel room to cook. I pay for everything and start walking back to the motel when I bump into someone, cursing myself I glance up and get a quick glance at a woman around my age. All I find myself saying is, &quot;I&#039;m so sorry, please forgive me&quot;. She smiled and said, &quot;It&#039;s okay&quot;, and then inhaled deeply. Realizing my mistake I took off as fast as I can not looking back to see if she was following. Reaching my motel room and bolting all the locks as soon as I get in I mentally yell at myself for not watching my surroundings, because other wolves can smell a rouge wolf instantly. I only pray she didn&#039;t follow me and report back to whoever is alpha of her pack. The weird feeling I was having in my stomach was growing stronger even though I ate. I couldn&#039;t blame it on not eating enough because I ate more than I should have. I needed to find a healer and soon, they would hopefully know what is wrong with me. I know they have to have rogue healers somewhere close. I had a feeling I was being followed as I entered a forest on the other side of the city. I didn&#039;t want to slow down in fear of being captured which I think is what was going to happen soon. I was running past a huge rock when I was tackled to the ground. I looked up to see who or what was pinning me to the ground, and I was staring into bright green eyes. It was a woman that was holding me down, she had curly red hair that framed her pale, freckled face like a mane. &quot;Who are you?&quot;, she said in a calm-stern voice. &quot;I&#039;m sorry to trespass on your lands, my name is Lilith Conner, and I&#039;m trying to find a healer&quot;, I replied quickly trying to remain calm. She was still pinning me down and I finally noticed how strong she was. I can tell she was a wolf but I wasn&#039;t strong enough to sense whether she was a rogue or in a pack, so I was going to take my chances since I couldn&#039;t get away. &quot;Okay Lilith, but tell me why you are out here by yourself I can sense that you are not in a pack, so why should I trust you?&quot; She was looking at me with such curiosity and distrust that I knew I needed to tell her my story if I wanted to make it to a healer in time since the feeling I was having was not disappearing. &quot;I left my pack since I was given the option. They mistreated me ever since my parents died, and blamed me for it. I was also rejected by my mate who was the alpha&#039;s son.&quot; I went into more detail with her about the hut I was living in, the punishments and how I was basically starving to death.<br /> &quot;So how was I supposed to stay and give them the pleasure of my death, that is why I had to leave&quot;, I said with not looking away from her eyes, so she could see I was telling the truth. She was just staring at me and I didn&#039;t know what to say or how to act so she wouldn&#039;t see me as a threat, even though with her strength I doubt I would be a threat with my overly skinny, malnutritioned self. All of a sudden there was the sharp pain again and I couldn&#039;t stop myself from crying out, and I could feel the tears flowing down my face. &quot;Are you okay!?&quot;, she was panicking and jumped off of me, pulling me to my feet. &quot;I need to see a healer, and soon, I don&#039;t know what is wrong with me&quot;, I replied through shallow breaths. I stood as she held on to my wrist, but I felt as if I was going to crumble to my knees at any moment. I didn&#039;t have the energy to ask her where we were going. There was a small voice in the back of my mind through all the pain I was feeling that said we could trust her, I hope that was true. I don&#039;t know how long we were walking for but we ended up coming to a small village. There was at least ten or more log cabins scattered around the wide openening we were standing in. The cabins had a homey look to them with different colored rose bushes in the front, and there was a large fire pit in the center of it all with wood benches around it. I took this moment to look at her and ask where we were going. She didn&#039;t reply and just kept walking until we ended up in front of a cabin with white roses out front. Without looking at me she raised her free hand and knocked four times before I heard shuffling from the inside. The door opened to reveal a elderly looking woman with soft brown eyes and braided silver hair. She looked startled to see me but once she saw that I was clenching my stomach with my free hand she opened the door wider and told us to hurry in. As we were led to a room that had a bed and medical supplies throughout it I realized this was their healer. The woman supporting me helped me lay on the bed and explained to the woman how she found me and what happened. &quot;Now dear, can you tell me what is going on&quot;, the healer asked me. &quot;Yes ma&#039;am, it started with a weird sensation in the pit of my stomach a few days ago. Then I get these sharp pains randomly that have me falling to my knees.&quot;<br /> She looked at me for a long moment before asking me, &quot;Have you shifted yet, and if you don&#039;t mind me asking how old are you?&quot;<br /> &quot;No ma&#039;am I haven&#039;t shifted yet, and I turned eighteen a few nights ago.&quot; She looked at me with sadness in her eyes. She started gathering multiple things I tried to see what they were but couldn&#039;t catch a glimpse as she was moving too fast. She shuffled her way towards me with everything she gathered and set it on a table that was by the bed. I was starting to feel extremely nervous as she lifted the bottom of my shirt halfway up stopping when it reached my ribs. She started pressing on my stomach moving in a circle. She stopped and looked at me suddenly asking,&quot;Can you tell me a little bit about who your parents were?&quot; &quot;I don&#039;t know much I was only five when everything happened, I remember that my father was the beta of my old pack and my mother was always with me.&quot; She seemed to be in a daze then snapped out of it asking what my parents names were. I replied, &quot;Jay and Emily Conner, I&#039;m afraid I don&#039;t know my mother&#039;s maiden name.&quot; &quot;Well dear, I&#039;m just going to say that there is magic holding your wolf in and I won&#039;t be able to help you with that, i&#039;m sorry, but I can tell you that your wolf is fighting against the magic and that is why you are having pain. I can give you some herbs to help with the pain but you will need to find a witch to help you with the magic&quot;, she said with pity in her eyes.<br /> She walked to a cabinet on the wall across from the bed and grabbed a jar and needle. Coming back to the bed she said, &quot; I am going to give you some pain medicine through a injection to help for now.&quot; The lady with the red hair was still here sitting at the end of the bed, her head shot up to the healer and the needle pierced my arm and before I could say anything I slipped into blackness.<br /> <br /> <br /> &gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;<br /> Wanna listen more? download our App and check more! Novel ID: 91595!

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