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&#039;Sometimes the strongest women are the ones who love beyond all faults, cry behind closed doors and fight battles that nobody knows about&#039;<br /> ~ Farzana Baig<br /> <br /> Italy.<br /> Spain.<br /> France.<br /> England.<br /> Australia.<br /> There are so many amazing options but I can only pick one yet whichever one I pick is one which could strongly impact the rest of my life or at least the next few years of my life because this isn&#039;t just a vacation, it&#039;s more of a temporary staycation.<br /> &quot;Can I help you, ma&#039;am?&quot;<br /> An effeminate voice with a southern twang asks me.<br /> I narrow my eyes from the board on the wall to the young man behind the desk who was looking at me with a big, bright smile on his glossy lips.<br /> &quot;Actually, you can...do you fancy playing Russian roulette with me?&quot;<br /> I ask him with a smile and he looks at me like I&#039;ve lost my qmind.<br /> &quot;Ma&#039;am...this is an airport, it&#039;s not a casino&quot;<br /> He says and I chuckle.<br /> &quot;I know that, sir, I&#039;m just looking to get away from New York for a little while but I&#039;m stuck on where to go&quot;<br /> I say and he rolls his eyes in a jokey and semi-serious kind of way.<br /> &quot;Let me guess, you&#039;re running away from a boy?&quot;<br /> &quot;Got it in one&quot;<br /> I say while nodding my head and smiling.<br /> Dylan Tate is definitely a little boy.<br /> Grown men who are mature don&#039;t do what he did.<br /> &quot;You really shouldn&#039;t let a man run you out of your own home, honey because the moment you give a man that type of power and control, it&#039;s hard to get it back&quot;<br /> &quot;Well, it&#039;s kind of hard to stay here when my fiance screwed my brother behind my back&quot;<br /> I say angrily while smiling a sad and pained smile as the guy behind the desk gasps dramatically and clutches at his invisible pearls.<br /> &quot;Oh my&quot;<br /> He says as he straightens his jacket and looks at me with a shocked and sympathetic expression.<br /> &quot;Well, if I can make a suggestion...London is always beautiful at this time of year&quot;<br /> London.<br /> I think to myself as I smile a real and genuine smile.<br /> This is the first time in four whole weeks that I&#039;ve smiled like this.<br /> I&#039;ve always wanted to visit London, England but for some reason, it just never happened.<br /> &quot;The UK has also got a lot of historical and cultural spots if you&#039;re interested in that type of stuff, not to mention their nightlife is lit&quot;<br /> He says the last bit while doing a little twerk before quickly getting himself together and looking around to see if anyone had seen him do it.<br /> &quot;Sorry ma&#039;am, that wasn&#039;t professional at all&quot;<br /> &quot;Don&#039;t worry about it&quot;<br /> I said while chuckling.<br /> &quot;It looks like I&#039;m going to London then, when does the next flight leave?&quot;<br /> &quot;In twenty minutes, ma&#039;am&quot;<br /> &quot;Great, book me a seat please, oh and make sure it&#039;s one way&quot;<br /> I say and the guy looks up at me with sympathetic eyes.<br /> He then arranges my ticket for me and books me on the next flight to London.<br /> I was so excited but I was also feeling really nervous as well, especially when I was handed my ticket and I was told what gate I had to go to.<br /> The reason why I felt this way is because this meant it was real, I was really leaving not just New York but also America, my home and right now with how I&#039;m feeling, it&#039;s going to be for good.<br /> I thank the worker who wishes me good luck as I head towards my gate and take a seat letting out a sigh as I did.<br /> The past four weeks have been super freaking crazy and stressful for me and I just can&#039;t wait to get away for a little while so that I can get over recent events, get myself together and work on myself mentally.<br /> I take a sip of my water as my mind drifts back to four weeks ago when all of this mess started.<br /> My fiance Dylan Tate and I were hosting our engagement party at the Ritz Carlton and it was supposed to be the party of the century.<br /> The Carpenter, Black and Tate families are the top three most powerful, influential and richest families in New York&#039;s elite and the fact that two of these families were joining together through marriage was a big freaking deal but I didn&#039;t care about any of that.<br /> I loved Dylan and I had loved him ever since I first set my eyes on him when I was sixteen, we were childhood sweethearts and had dated each other ever since our high school days.<br /> He&#039;s the love of my life, the man of my dreams, so when he proposed to me in Bali, the answer was a given and I couldn&#039;t have been any happier but then my whole world came crashing down the night of my engagement party, the night that was supposed to be one of the best nights of my life turned into pure hell.<br /> What happened was, Dylan had gone AWOL right before we were supposed to make the official announcement, so I went looking for him but I wasn&#039;t expecting to see what I saw when I finally found him.<br /> I found Dylan in our hotel room with my brother Luca and both had nothing on.<br /> I can&#039;t even begin to describe to you how painful it was to see the love of my life and my beloved older brother who I love so freaking much entangled the way that they were.<br /> I was so heartbroken and devastated that I didn&#039;t even stay to hear their sorry excuses.<br /> I quickly left the room and the hotel altogether because honestly, there&#039;s nothing they could say or even do that would be good enough for me to accept or even forgive.<br /> After I left the hotel, I went to a nearby bar where I drank all of my pain and sorrows away.<br /> I ended up getting so freaking drunk that I found myself in a hotel room losing my innocence to some strange guy or at least that&#039;s what I thought at the time.<br /> When I woke up the next morning, I realised the guy who I had been intimate with and gave my precious flower to was none other than New York&#039;s most eligible bachelor Logan Black who is also the best friend of my eldest brother Justin.<br /> I was in so much shock and I couldn&#039;t believe I had been with Logan.<br /> I instantly freaked out and panicked because I didn&#039;t know how Logan was going to react when he woke up and realised he&#039;d had been with me, the girl he had always seen as his younger sister and I really didn&#039;t wanna to stay to find out, so I quickly got dressed and left the hotel room.<br /> I then went home where of course, I found out I was the villain of my story because I had left my engagement party without a word and had shown up the next morning literally doing the walk of shame.<br /> My parents questioned me about where I had been? who I had been with? why did I leave? how could I embarrass the Carpenter and Tate familys the way that I did? you know all that blah, blah, blah BS.<br /> Of course, Luca and Dylan didn&#039;t say anything and they were only too happy to throw me to the wolves which broke my heart even further because they were supposed to love me, yet they didn&#039;t care and they stood there allowing me to take the brunt of the blame for last night when it was all their fault.<br /> Anyway, I took all of the abuse and all hell broke loose when I told them that the wedding was off and I didn&#039;t want to marry Dylan anymore which angered my parents, more specifically my dad who hit me for the first time in my life and he demanded or I should say he commanded me to still go through with the wedding.<br /> Even that fake piece of trash Dylan acted like a love-sick victim and begged me not to cancel the wedding and even had the nerve to say he&#039;d forgive me, you know ME for MY indiscretions, the cheeky man but I refused to budge even despite my dad&#039;s determination for it to still go ahead.<br /> I didn&#039;t wanna fight them anymore, so I let them all think they had won, so while everyone was planning the wedding of the century, I was making plans of my own to leave and get away.<br /> I really didn&#039;t want to leave because at the end of the day, my family are still my family and I love them so much but I knew I could never forgive them, especially Luca.<br /> Luca was my best friend growing up and I was the closest to him out of all of my brothers which is why this is so devastating to me.<br /> It&#039;s also the reason why I stopped myself from publically dragging Luca and Dylan out of the closet and outing them to the world so that everyone would know I wasn&#039;t the big, bad wolf in this story because deep down inside of me, I still do love them both and I don&#039;t want to hurt either of them.<br /> There&#039;s also another reason why I&#039;m leaving or I should say this was the final nail in the coffin if you will and that reason is because I&#039;m pregnant with Logan&#039;s baby.<br /> I knew my parents would flip their lids when they found out and they&#039;d either assume Dylan is the father and would use my baby to make the wedding happen sooner or they&#039;d wanna know who the real father is and if they learned Logan is the father then they&#039;d force me to marry him to save face.<br /> I didn&#039;t want either of those options, I didn&#039;t want Dylan and I didn&#039;t want Logan, I just wanted me and my baby, so I packed a bag and grabbed as much cash as I could because I didn&#039;t wanna take any cards with me in case they tried to track me down and I headed straight for JFK airport hoping to start a new life.<br /> I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard the boarding call for my flight.<br /> I let out a breath and smiled as I thought to myself this is it whilst placing a hand on my stomach.<br /> &quot;It&#039;s just you and me from now on my little angel&quot;<br /> I take a final deep breath in and slowly release it before standing up and grabbing my bags.<br /> I then head towards my gate and my new life in London, England.<br /> Six Years Later...<br /> <br /> &quot;KIDS!!, BREAKFAST IS READY!!&quot;<br /> &quot;OK, MUM!!&quot;<br /> I plate up mine and the kid&#039;s breakfasts and place them on the table along with four cups of orange juice and a cup of coffee for myself.<br /> I was grabbing a few condiments for the table when my three babies came barrelling into the room with my youngest son Dayton looking like he was going to a Marvel or DC convention.<br /> &quot;Dayton baby, I thought I told you all to get ready for school?&quot;<br /> &quot;You did and I did&quot;<br /> He said cheekily and I rolled my eyes.<br /> &quot;Son, you can&#039;t wear your Batman mask and cape to school&quot;<br /> &quot;Why not? I look cool&quot;<br /> He says and I chuckle.<br /> &quot;Yes I know you do, son but you can&#039;t just wear it&quot;<br /> &quot;Why not?&quot;<br /> &quot;Because it&#039;s the rules, Dayton, we have to wear our school uniforms and nothing else&quot;<br /> My one and only baby girl says before taking a sip of her drink.<br /> &quot;But Elijah gets to wear his Spiderman costume every day, mum&quot;<br /> &quot;That&#039;s because Elijah is autistic, baby and the school are trying to make his school life a little bit easier and make it as comfortable as possible for him&quot;<br /> I tell him for the umpteenth time and he drops his head in defeat.<br /> &quot;Ok, fine...can I wear it after school?&quot;<br /> He asks and I smile.<br /> &quot;Of course, you can&quot;<br /> I bend down and give him a kiss.<br /> &quot;Now come and eat your breakfast before it gets all cold and soggy&quot;<br /> &quot;Ok, mum&quot;<br /> Dayton and I take our seats and my eldest baby, my firstborn Logan couldn&#039;t resist making a comment about his brother&#039;s attire.<br /> &quot;You look like a nerd, Dayton&quot;<br /> &quot;Says the one who is reading a chemistry book at the breakfast table&quot;<br /> &quot;It&#039;s biology actually and it doesn&#039;t hurt to want to warm your brain up before school&quot;<br /> &quot;That makes no sense at all&quot;<br /> Dayton says while rolling his eyes.<br /> &quot;Actually it does, Dayton, it&#039;s just like when you go to the gym, you warm up first, right? Logan reading a book before school is like a warm-up for him to go and learn&quot;<br /> Why did that make so much sense?.<br /> I mean, don&#039;t get me wrong, my babies are smart, actually, they&#039;re super smart, so it shouldn&#039;t be surprising or shocking to me that they&#039;d say something clever but it is every single time.<br /> &quot;Ok guys, knock it off and eat, please&quot;<br /> We all eat our food and I couldn&#039;t keep my eyes off my three bundles of joy as we ate.<br /> It was one of the biggest shocks of my life when I found out I was expecting triplets and I near fainted in the doctor&#039;s office, especially when my mind started going into overdrive about things like giving birth but thankfully the pregnancy and the birth went better than I expected because I had my best friend Carmella there with me and she&#039;s been there for me ever since.<br /> My kids are my entire life and have been ever since I left New York six years ago.<br /> I&#039;ve got two handsome boys and a beautiful little girl who have all just turned five years old and they&#039;re the lights of my life.<br /> My eldest son is Logan David Junior, yes I named him after his biological father and his paternal grandfather David Black which is something that I never planned on doing at first but as soon as I gave birth to him and I held him for the very first time, I knew that I couldn&#039;t give him any other name.<br /> Logan is my quiet child and he&#039;s very introverted compared to his siblings, he also loves to learn new things and is always either studying, reading a book, watching educational programmes or looking up something educational on the internet.<br /> He&#039;s not as sociable as his brother and sister but he still likes to have fun and hang out with other kids his age just as long as he knows and trusts them.<br /> My baby is also obsessed with science and computers and is constantly learning the ins and outs of them both, hence why he&#039;s currently reading a biology book while he&#039;s eating his eggs.<br /> All three of my kids are very skilled musically and Logan is one hell of a pianist.<br /> He&#039;s won so many awards for it and he even performed at the Royal Albert Hall for the Royal Variety performance in front of the royal family last year which made me one hell of a proud momma wolf.<br /> Then there&#039;s my youngest son Dayton James who is named after my father.<br /> Dayton is my little troublemaker, he&#039;s my cheeky child who has got one hell of a smartass mouth and he loves to joke around and play pranks on people which I hate and I&#039;m trying to knock it out of him but it&#039;s hard, especially when he religiously watches Home Alone because he says the main character Kevin is his idol.<br /> I really should&#039;ve given Dayton the middle name Liam after my big brother because he&#039;s just like his uncle in every way possible, even his laugh is the same as Liam&#039;s.<br /> Despite being a Johnny Knoxville in training, Dayton is a mathematician which is something he must&#039;ve gotten from his dad because I&#039;m dumb as a chicken when it comes to numbers, he also loves the drums which fits perfectly with his personality and lately, he&#039;s been taking air guitar lessons with a tutor.<br /> Then there&#039;s my little princess, my daughter Teddy Louise who I named after my mom.<br /> Teddy is a little girly girl who is obsessed with Disney, she loves to get dressed up and look pretty but she&#039;s also not afraid to get her hands dirty.<br /> She loves it when it rains because she gets to stomp around in puddles but her favourite weather is when it snows because she loves to build snowmen and make snow angels.<br /> Teddy also loves to bake and can make pretty much anything but her favourite thing to bake is cupcakes because she loves to decorate them with different icing and sprinkles.<br /> She&#039;s obsessed with many forms of art and loves to learn about the history of different famous artists, especially the likes of Picasso and Van Gogh, they really intrigue her for some reason.<br /> Teddy also loves to play the flute and can play many different beautiful melodies on it but she&#039;s not as into it as her older brothers are with their instruments.<br /> All three of my kids are incredibly smart and they attend a special school for the gifted after they were referred there by their previous school when they all started showing signs of being child prodigies.<br /> I always knew my kids were special and were more intelligent than most other kids their ages but I never in my wildest dreams would have ever thought that one let alone all three of my babies would be child prodigies because I always believed they were rare like one in a million type of rare, yet I managed to birth three, that&#039;s crazy.<br /> &quot;Mum&quot;<br /> Dayton&#039;s cute, adorable voice broke me from my thoughts.<br /> &quot;Yes, baby&quot;<br /> &quot;Can I have some more juice, please?&quot;<br /> &quot;Of course you can, do you two want some more as well?&quot;<br /> I ask Logan and Teddy who nod their hands.<br /> I grab the jug of juice and fill up their glasses before sitting back down in my chair.<br /> &quot;Thanks, mum&quot;<br /> My babies said in unison while smiling and I smiled back at them.<br /> &quot;You&#039;re welcome, babies&quot;<br /> I said as I heard a noise coming from the front door which I knew was the mail.<br /> I once again get up from my chair and go to see what junk I&#039;ve been sent today.<br /> I wasn&#039;t expecting anything important because all of my bills have been paid for and are up to date, so I wasn&#039;t expecting anything more than just junk mail and takeaway leaflets which they seriously need to stop giving us, the internet is a thing, folks.<br /> I let out a breath as I look through the pile but my eyes narrowed and I was confused/scared when one of the letters caught my attention for several reasons.<br /> The first reason is because of the American stamps and the address which are in the corners of the envelope.<br /> The latter is something the majority of the UK don&#039;t do, so that struck me as odd and the second reason is the very familiar handwriting on it which I immediately recognised as my grandfather Joseph&#039;s handwriting.<br /> My heart was beating a mile a minute and my anxiety had spiked as I continued to look at the envelope and they got worse as my fingers danced over the Christmas stamp which had been used to seal the letter.<br /> I didn&#039;t know what was in the letter but it was enough to make me feel panicked and nervous because nobody from my previous life except for Carmella knows where I live now, so how in on earth has my grandpa found out where I am? and why is he writing to me? what does he want?.<br /> &quot;Mum, we need to go, we&#039;re going to be late&quot;<br /> Teddy says and I look up to see all three of my kids standing in the hallway putting on their coats, hats, scarves and gloves.<br /> It&#039;s December and the weather is cold which is something I&#039;m used to as a native of New York but in the UK, the mornings always seem really bitter, so I make sure we&#039;re all wrapped up warm whenever we leave the house.<br /> I place the pile of letters on the side cabinet and go to put on my coat and accessories before grabbing my bag and making sure I&#039;ve got everything I need including my phone, purse, house keys and car keys.<br /> &quot;Are you ready to go, babies?&quot;<br /> &quot;Yep&quot;<br /> &quot;Mmm-hmm&quot;<br /> &quot;Yes, mum&quot;<br /> The kids all say at the same time.<br /> &quot;Have you got your book bags and packed lunches?&quot;<br /> I ask them and they all nod their heads.<br /> &quot;Ok, let&#039;s go&quot;<br /> We leave our home and head towards the car.<br /> I make sure all of the kids are safely strapped in before getting in myself, we then set off for their school as we sing along to the Christmas songs which were playing on the radio.<br /> Christmas has always been my favourite time of the year and it&#039;s also my kids favourite as well.<br /> This time of year is also always really bittersweet for me because Christmas with my family used to be amazing and we&#039;d always have so much fun.<br /> It was the one time of the year when we&#039;d all gather together and stay at my parent&#039;s mansion for the entire holiday and we&#039;d celebrate it in style.<br /> I really wish I could go back to those times.<br /> There&#039;s nothing I&#039;d love more than for my babies to have a REAL family Christmas with our family maybe even with their father and his family but I highly doubt this will happen anytime soon.<br /> <br /> It&#039;s crazy how fast our lives can change within the blink of an eye and sometimes you don&#039;t even know it&#039;s happening until it&#039;s already happened.<br /> The past six years have been a crazy whirlwind and I&#039;ve had to get used to a lot of changes in my life since I moved to London but now I&#039;m happily settled and living my best life, well, I&#039;m living as great of a life as I possibly can without my beloved family here with me.<br /> There was a time when my family and I were extremely close, we would always see and talk with each other every day and we always did anything and everything for one another but all of that changed and I saw a totally different side to my family after Dylan and Luca&#039;s betrayal.<br /> I always used to think I had the perfect family, the perfect parents, the perfect grandparents and the perfect older brothers and in a way, I still feel that way about them but I also can&#039;t forget the immediate change in them when I found out my older brother was screwing my fiance.<br /> The betrayal left me a heartbroken mess and it changed my entire life forever, it also changed all of the plans I had made for my future.<br /> Ever since I was a little girl, I always wanted to be a school teacher, I wanted to teach the future generation and prepare them for the next stages of their lives.<br /> A few months before everything happened six years ago, I was offered a place at one of the best colleges in New York to get my teaching degree but then my relationship broke down and the perfect future I had planned with Dylan had gone up in flames along with everything else.<br /> I no longer had any desire to get my teaching degree but I needed to find a steady income so that I could provide for myself and the triplets because I knew my savings which was a very substantial amount of money wouldn&#039;t last me forever.<br /> I wasn&#039;t used to living like this because I was born a millionaire heiress, I had always lived a life of luxury and I never had to worry about anything, so to now live knowing money was running out was kind of scary, especially since I now had three extra mouths to feed and I didn&#039;t want my kids to grow up differently to how I did.<br /> Don&#039;t get me wrong I wasn&#039;t a spoiled little rich girl or anything like that but I lived a comfortable life with no worries and I wanted the same for my kids as well.<br /> I didn&#039;t want them to grow up worrying about things that they shouldn&#039;t have to which I know they would&#039;ve done because they&#039;re really smart and they would&#039;ve immediately sensed when something was wrong.<br /> Anyway, I knew I needed to make some decent money and fast but I didn&#039;t know how.<br /> That was until one day when I was watching some soppy rom-com movie which was based on some old book and it unlocked a brand new passion inside of me, a passion which I never knew existed if I&#039;m being perfectly honest with you.<br /> I always loved to read and loved nothing more than to get lost in a good book but I never once saw myself as a writer because I didn&#039;t think I was creative enough to be one.<br /> All of that changed as soon as I put pen to paper or my fingers to my laptop I should say and that&#039;s when magic happened.<br /> Within two months, I had finished and completed my first book The Billionaire&#039;s Secret Baby which later turned into a five-part series when my fans demanded more from me.<br /> The series was a huge hit and before I knew it, I was a world-famous author, I was successful and I was rolling in the money, most of which I&#039;ve either invested or I&#039;ve put into different bank accounts for me and my kids for when they&#039;re older.<br /> The rest of the money I used to buy us our current home and everything we needed to furnish it and I also bought myself a decent car as well.<br /> I mean, I&#039;m not at Donald Trump&#039;s level of rich but I&#039;ve got enough money for me and the triplets to live happy and comfortable lives together.<br /> Right now I&#039;m in my office working on a new book and a new series but for some strange reason, I can&#039;t seem to concentrate and for the first time in my writing career, I&#039;ve got writer&#039;s block.<br /> I let out a sigh as I take off my glasses and rub the bridge of my nose.<br /> This is so frustrating and annoying.<br /> The worst thing for a writer to experience is knowing what you want to write and how you want to write it but being unable to articulate it in the right way and have it make sense.<br /> There have been many times in the past where I&#039;ve written something and when I&#039;ve read it back I was baffled. this makes absolutely no sense.<br /> I looked back at the screen and decided I needed to take a break, so I got up and went into the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee and something to eat.<br /> I didn&#039;t really have much of an appetite but I knew if I didn&#039;t eat something now then I probably wouldn&#039;t have anything to eat until dinner later on which wouldn&#039;t do me any good.<br /> You need to be healthy in your mind, body and soul in order to do anything and I can&#039;t focus on writing a great story if I&#039;m pushing myself without resting or eating.<br /> I was sitting on the couch and eating my food with the television on in the background which I wasn&#039;t watching, it was just on for background noise because I hate silence and that&#039;s all I ever seem to have in this house when the kids aren&#039;t here.<br /> Anyway, the T.V. quickly caught my attention when the annoying presenter with a high-pitched squeaky voice, who was wearing more make-up than a drag queen mentioned several familiar names which piqued my interest, one of which and the gossip about him almost had me choking on my coffee.<br /> &quot;Hello everyone and welcome to the Hollywood Daily, it&#039;s been a busy week for many of the Hollywood elite, more specifically those within the affluent Carpenter and Black families&quot;<br /> The presenter said with a huge grin on her face.<br /> The first piece of news she was gossiping about was my sister-in-law Sabrina launching two new clothing lines, one is a maternity line and one is for kids which will be released after Christmas.<br /> This will be her third and fourth lines that she&#039;s released, the first one being a bikini line and the second one was an undergarment line which she worked on with my mom.<br /> &quot;Brace yourselves ladies and gentlemen because the latest announcement from the Carpenter family is one that is going to break all of our precious little hearts, Luca Carpenter the youngest son of James and Louise Carpenter has come out as gay&quot;<br /> This is the news which had me almost choking on my coffee.<br /> What does she mean he&#039;s come out as gay?.<br /> Didn&#039;t he do that six years ago?.<br /> &quot;According to a statement released earlier today, Luca said it&#039;s taken me a very long time to finally accept who and what I am and now I can proudly say that I&#039;m a gay man&quot;<br /> Holy cow.<br /> &quot;But that&#039;s not the most shocking part of the statement, the part which has left many of the public including fans of the family baffled and scratching their heads in confusion is when Luca also confessed his undying love for his soulmate and the love of his life Dylan Tate...does that name ring a bell? well, it should do because Dylan is the eldest son and heir of Lachlan and Sandra Tate and he&#039;s the former fiance of Luca&#039;s younger sister Lacey Carpenter who has been M.I.A for the past six years, are Luca and Dylan the reason for her disappearance from the limelight? has this love story been going on for a lot longer than the Carpenters want us to believe? this is something we may never know unless Luca, Dylan or even Lacey herself comes out and explains it to us&quot;<br /> I can&#039;t believe this.<br /> It&#039;s a good job I legally changed my name six years ago before I gave birth to my kids because if I didn&#039;t, then this could have caused a lot of trouble for me and my kiddies.<br /> &quot;Moving on, we&#039;ve got everyone&#039;s favourite billionaire playboy Logan Black who is as much known for his dating life as he is for his wealth, businesses and modelling career, the fitness model and business mogul is known for having a different woman on his arm every week but is his bachelor life officially over? it seems so after the sexy hunk was spotted shopping at one of New York&#039;s most expensive jewellery stores with singer and actress GiGi Addams&quot;<br /> What?.<br /> It hurt my heart to hear about Logan settling down with someone else, especially with a snake like GiGi Addams.<br /> Deep down in my heart, I knew why it hurt me so much but I just didn&#039;t want to admit to it.<br /> I had always had a crush on Logan ever since I was a kid and I think somewhere over the years, that crush manifested into something more but I really didn&#039;t want to confess to those feelings because he&#039;s my older brother&#039;s best friend and also because of Dylan, not to mention Logan is everything I hate in a man.<br /> He&#039;s cocky and conceited and he thinks if the world doesn&#039;t revolve around him then it should or at least that&#039;s how he was six years ago, I don&#039;t know if he&#039;s changed at all since I left the States.<br /> I couldn&#039;t help but smile a sad and bittersweet smile as the presenter continued to talk about my family and those who used to be close to me and it really hurt my heart because I miss them so freaking much and I hate hearing about them and what&#039;s new in their lives through channels like this.<br /> Changes are a natural part of life but sometimes it&#039;s the ones you weren&#039;t expecting that cause you the most pain and sorrow but also the most happiness as well.

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